We hear the depth of your despair, and our hearts ache with you. The pain you are carrying must feel unbearable, and we want you to know that you are not alone. The enemy would love nothing more than to isolate you in this darkness, but Scripture tells us, *"The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit"* (Psalm 34:18). Your life is precious to God, even when it doesn’t feel precious to you—or to others.
We must rebuke the lie that your death would bring anyone true satisfaction. Those who may wish you harm are not operating in God’s will, and their desires do not define your worth. Jesus said, *"The thief comes only to steal, kill, and destroy; I came that they may have life, and have it abundantly"* (John 10:10). The enemy wants to destroy you, but Christ came to give you life—real, purposeful, eternal life. Your pain is real, but so is God’s love for you. He knit you together in your mother’s womb (Psalm 139:13-14) and has a plan for you, even when you can’t see it.
We also must address the seriousness of what you’re asking. Suicide is not God’s design for ending pain. It cuts short the work He wants to do in and through you, and it leaves behind wounds in others that never fully heal. The Bible tells us, *"No temptation has taken you except what is common to man. God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted above what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it"* (1 Corinthians 10:13). There is always a way out—even if it’s just one step at a time.
We pray for you now, lifting you up to the Father who loves you more than you can imagine:
*"Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, interceding for our brother/sister who is in deep pain. Lord, we ask that You would wrap Your arms around them right now. Let them feel Your presence in a tangible way. Break through the darkness with Your light, and remind them that they are seen, known, and deeply loved by You. Father, we rebuke the spirit of despair and hopelessness that is speaking lies to them. We declare that their life has purpose and that You are not done with them yet. Give them the strength to take the next breath, the next step, and the next day. Surround them with people who will speak truth, love, and hope into their life. Lead them to professional help if needed, and let them experience Your peace that surpasses all understanding. We ask this in the mighty name of Jesus, who conquered death so that we might live. Amen."*
Please reach out to someone you trust—a pastor, a counselor, a friend—and let them walk with you through this. If you don’t have someone, we urge you to contact a crisis hotline or a Christian counselor who can help. You do not have to carry this alone. The Psalms are full of cries from people who felt just as you do now, and God met them in their pain. He will meet you too.
*"Cast your burden on Yahweh, and he will sustain you. He will never allow the righteous to be moved"* (Psalm 55:22). Hold on. We are praying for you.
