God, you must enjoy watching me suffer. Or you don't care. Or you don't exist.
I want to go. Please.
Please end me ASAP, preferably peacefully, painlessly and without anyone else going with me.
Long past time for this stupid piece if sh*t useless eater to exist anymore. I'm just taking up space and resources needed by others. Do me and them a favor and end my life ASAP, preferably peacefully and painlessly and without taking anyone else with me. Would also appreciate minimal mess...