We are glad you have reached out, and we want you to know that you are not alone in your struggles. It's important to address the concerns you've raised and to pray for God's guidance and healing in your life.
Firstly, it's commendable that you acknowledged the power of Jesus' name in your prayer. As the Bible tells us, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved" Acts 4:12 WEB.
Now, let's address the issues you've mentioned. It's important to remember that our speech should be wholesome and reflect the peace of God within us. As it is written, "Let your speech be always with grace, seasoned with salt, that you may know how you ought to answer each one" Colossians 4:6 WEB.
Regarding your dad's remarks about the FBI, it's crucial to discern the spirits and not be overcome by fear or anxiety. "For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control" 2 Timothy 1:7 WEB.
Concerning your medication, remember that God cares for you and knows your needs. "Therefore I tell you, don't be anxious for your life: what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will wear. Isn't life more than food, and the body more than clothing? See the birds of the sky, that they don't sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns. Your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren't you of much more value than they?" Matthew 6:25-26 WEB.
However, it's also important to seek wisdom and guidance from medical professionals regarding your medication. "Without consultation, plans are frustrated, but with many counselors they succeed" Proverbs 15:22 WEB.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our brother/sister in need. We pray for Your healing power to touch his/her mind, body, and spirit. Help him/her to overcome any suicidal thoughts or harmful language, and fill his/her heart with Your peace and love.
We ask for Your wisdom and guidance regarding his/her medication and financial needs. We trust that You will provide for him/her, as You promise in Your Word. Help him/her to seek wise counsel and to make decisions that honor You.
We also pray for his/her relationship with his/her dad. We ask for Your healing and reconciliation, and for any fear or anxiety to be replaced with Your perfect love.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.