Akekin
Disciple of Prayer
I struggle with forgiveness. My ex used me for a greencard and money. He left me with nothing. My roof needs fixing and I need to build on a room for my mom who is ill to stay at. He refused to give me my money back so I scratched his car up. God it was wrong but I want money back in the universe one way or another. His mother then text me "no evil formed against her children shall prosper" and something about God's land. She was against him using me before and his deceit now she thinks it's okay. He left me and my kids with almost nothing and never turned back. She is supposed to be a Christian. Pray for my mistakes and no repercussions. However, let God really talk to him and his mother and realize you can't use people for personal gain and think you can pray for good things to happen. Not to mention his mother told me this is his pattern. Please help I'm slipping and losing faith again.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.