Cyraunmen
Disciple of Prayer
I have a job I returned to partially while half on maternity leave (I live in ###). My husband is stressed about bills with a new baby (he is ### months), our first and likely only (unless God has other plans), and I returned to work two days a week as an ESL tutor. I do not choose my students rather they are chosen for me based on availability I give. Sadly mine is not great as it depends on husband's work and we have no family nearby until our son can start daycare at past a year old. A few weeks ago I gave notice to work I was coming back a few days, as I set my schedule and they fill it based on students' needs. I got my first student about three weeks ago, we had two classes but she cancelled today
I just found out. Likely due to a tech issue on my end where I was a few mins late when my computer froze and I let her know but even so...I now have no students =no work. I feel panic and stress, and my usual reaction to go apply for jobs teaching/tutoring is the wrong response, as it has never led to anything good. Please pray that 1) I can find some stability of students given my limited availability 2) To help me resist panic applying for jobs, which shows an opposite in trust in God to provide. Amen.
