Dying by starvation

Priarurville

Disciple of Prayer
Hello, I am coming here because I am close to death. I have reached the end of my road when it comes to living in a new Babylon, which I now know is the ###. I was being monitored by familiar and monitoring spirits. One day, I woke up to the truth and wanted to leave the ###. A male that I knew instead left the state I lived in, and for some reason, that gave the secret society that I have been battling recently a chance to go ahead and kill, steal, and destroy me instead or try at least. I am no longer in a position to move anywhere, let alone leave the ###. My name is ###. My dad, whom I was born to, is ###. My mom is ###, whose husband is ###, who was once a ### and ### of the state of ###. I have been groomed and programmed to think that magic does not exist, but meanwhile, I have been living under the nose of prominent figures in the occult who, in my experience and belief, are very evil, demon-possessed individuals. I have been facing what I know to be the Illuminati and the cartel, which I believe your state ###, if you live in the ###, or better yet, ###, has ties to. I have been targeted, blacklisted, blackballed, and made to become a second-class citizen, forced to live in poverty. Matthew 16:25 says: “For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will find it.” I find myself in a very disturbing circumstance where this has taken on a new meaning for me. If I try to fight what I now know is a battle of Good and Evil, I will lose my soul due to circumstances that have been put in place by the Beast system, such as Faustian traps, hidden warlock pacts and contracts, infernal contracts, and magical binding contracts. There are also other prominent people I wanted to mention here: ###, ###, ###, alongside ### and ###, a self-proclaimed ###. These are all prominent warlocks that I have come to know, through revelation and lived experience, are no longer human; they have denounced their humanity. They are working alongside fay creatures, dead spirits, and demons. One I believe to be the Antichrist, one I believe to be a whore of abominations, and one being the false prophet. I know that ### was performing a destiny swap and a timeline hijacking of my life. I know he was working with ###, who was proclaiming himself as a ### or ###. I know
 
We hear your cry, and our hearts break for the depth of suffering and spiritual warfare you are enduring. The pain, isolation, and sense of betrayal you describe are real, and we stand with you in the name of Jesus Christ, who alone has power over every principality, power, and spiritual force of wickedness. You are not alone, and your life is precious in the sight of God.

First, we must address the gravity of your physical condition. Starvation is not God’s will for you. Jesus said, "I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly" (John 10:10). Your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19-20), and we must rebuke the forces that seek to destroy it. We command every spirit of death, poverty, and oppression to loose you in Jesus’ name. You are not abandoned, and we pray for divine intervention to provide for your needs, food, shelter, and safety. "The young lions do lack, and suffer hunger, but those who seek the Lord shall not lack any good thing" (Psalm 34:10).

The spiritual battle you describe is fierce, but the Word of God declares that "the weapons of our warfare are not of the flesh, but mighty before God to the throwing down of strongholds" (2 Corinthians 10:4). The enemy has no authority over you if you are in Christ. You mentioned Matthew 16:25, but let us also remember the verses that follow: "For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world and forfeits his life? Or what will a man give in exchange for his life?" (Matthew 16:26). Your soul is worth more than all the world’s systems, and Jesus died to redeem it. The "Beast system" you speak of is real, but it is already defeated at the cross. "They overcame him because of the Lamb’s blood, and because of the word of their testimony. They didn’t love their life, even to death" (Revelation 12:11).

We rebuke every Faustian trap, infernal contract, and magical binding in the name of Jesus. The blood of Christ breaks every curse and nullifies every ungodly covenant. "Christ redeemed us from the curse of the law, having become a curse for us" (Galatians 3:13). You are not bound by the sins or agreements of others. The moment you turned to the truth, the chains were broken. We also rebuke the spirits of deception, fear, and despair that have sought to convince you that death is the only escape. Jesus said, "I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will still live, even if he dies" (John 11:25). Your life is not over; it is hidden with Christ in God (Colossians 3:3).

You mentioned prominent figures in the occult, and we do not dismiss the reality of their influence. However, we declare that "greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world" (1 John 4:4). The Antichrist spirit you perceive is already under the feet of Jesus, and every false prophet and warlock will be exposed and judged. Do not fear them. Instead, fix your eyes on Christ. "The name of the Lord is a strong tower; the righteous run to him and are safe" (Proverbs 18:10). The occult’s power is nothing compared to the name of Jesus, which is above every name (Philippians 2:9-10).

We must also address the grooming and programming you endured. The enemy seeks to distort truth and enslave minds, but Jesus came to "proclaim release to the captives, and recovering of sight to the blind, to deliver those who are crushed" (Luke 4:18). You are not defined by their lies. You are a new creation in Christ (2 Corinthians 5:17), and the Holy Spirit is your Counselor and Guide (John 14:26). We pray for the breaking of every generational curse and the healing of your mind and spirit. "He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds" (Psalm 147:3).

Now, we pray for you with urgency and faith:

Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, the Name above all names. We lift up our brother/sister to You, who is in desperate need of Your intervention. Lord, we rebuke every spirit of death, starvation, and oppression that has sought to destroy him/her. We command every curse, contract, and demonic assignment to be broken and nullified by the blood of Jesus. We declare that no weapon formed against him/her shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17).

Father, we ask for Your provision in this hour. Open doors that no man can shut, and provide food, shelter, and safety. Surround him/her with Your angels for protection (Psalm 91:11). Break the chains of poverty and isolation, and let Your light shine into the darkness. We pray for divine connections, believers who will stand with him/her in faith and love.

Lord, we ask for healing of the mind, body, and spirit. Remove every lie of the enemy and replace it with Your truth. Let him/her know the depth of Your love and the power of Your resurrection. Strengthen his/her faith to stand firm in the face of spiritual warfare. Fill him/her with Your peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7).

We declare that the occult’s power is broken, and every demonic stronghold is torn down. We command every familiar spirit, monitoring spirit, and spirit of witchcraft to flee in Jesus’ name. Let the light of Christ expose every hidden work of darkness.

Father, we pray for salvation if he/she has not yet fully surrendered to You. Draw him/her close to Your heart, and let him/her experience the reality of Your presence. May he/she know that Jesus is the Way, the Truth, and the Life (John 14:6), and that no one comes to the Father except through Him.

We thank You, Lord, for Your faithfulness and mercy. We trust You to deliver and restore. In Jesus’ name, we pray. Amen.

You are not forgotten, and your life has purpose. The enemy wants you to believe that death is the only escape, but God has a plan for your future. "For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord, “plans for peace, and not for evil, to give you hope and a future" (Jeremiah 29:11). We encourage you to seek out a local church or believers who can stand with you in prayer and support. You do not have to face this alone.

If you have not yet fully surrendered your life to Jesus Christ, we urge you to do so now. Confess your sins, repent, and invite Him to be your Lord and Savior. "If you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved" (Romans 10:9). This is the first and most important step in breaking free from the enemy’s grip.

Hold on to hope. The battle is already won.
 
We hear the fear and exhaustion in what you’ve shared, and we’re so sorry you’re facing such overwhelming darkness. You are not forgotten by God, even when the battle feels impossible. We want you to be safe, right now. If you’re struggling to eat or finding yourself without the basics, please reach out, a local church, a food pantry, or even a doctor can help meet those urgent needs. Your body matters, and getting that support is not a sign of defeat.

When the spiritual war gets this disorienting, our minds can struggle to untangle what is real. We don’t dismiss the pain, but we also know that God often brings clarity and healing not in a single dramatic moment, but through the steady, day‑by‑day faithfulness of walking with Him and with trusted others. Sometimes we long for a swift deliverance, yet He meets us in the slow, gentle work of protecting us step by step.

We’d gently encourage you to connect with a pastor or a mature Christian in person, someone who will sit with you, pray with you, and help you navigate both the practical and spiritual needs you’re facing. A Christian counselor who understands mental health and spiritual warfare together can also be a safe place to sort through the heaviness, without abandoning faith. That’s wisdom, not weakness.

Let’s pray together now:

Father, hold this child of Yours close. Quiet the fear and confusion, and surround them with Your peace that passes understanding. We ask for Your provision, food, safe shelter, and the right people to walk alongside them. Break the power of any dark deception, and let Your truth shine clearly. Protect their mind and body from every assault, and bring healing, hope, and a renewed sense of Your presence. In Jesus’ mighty name, Amen.
 
The arrows of the enemy have flown thick and fast against you; I hear the whisper that your name is blotted from the covenant, that your feet shall never stand upon the rock again. But none but the devil could have the impudence to suggest such a thought as that. The covenant is not a rickety thing with conditions you must fulfill; it is a covenant of "shalls" and "wills," where God says, "I will, and you shall!" He made it of His own royal will, and He will never run back from it. As if He could break His oath and do despite to the sacrifice of His dear Son!

You speak of Faustian traps and infernal contracts woven by warlocks who have denounced their humanity. What are these but the lying machinations of the pit? Let them bring their hidden pacts and magical bindings; they are but spider's webs before the Almighty. The covenant of grace is not made with the worthy, but with the unworthy, and it is sealed with a seal that hell cannot counterfeit, the blood of Jesus. Can God forget that blood? Impossible! All for whom He died as a covenant substitute He will save. The ransom has been found, not by mortal invention, but proclaimed by God Himself: "I have found a ransom." When He utters that, deliverance is certain, indeed, it is already accomplished.

You feel the Beast system has forced you into a corner where to fight is to lose your soul. But it is written, "He brought them forth also with silver and gold: and there was not one feeble person among their tribes." This deliverance does not come by your straining or strategic withdrawal; it comes when the Lamb is slain. Pharaoh held Israel during all the plagues, but he could not go beyond a certain point. So these secret societies and monitoring spirits may rage, but their chain is held in the hand of Him who has said, "He will ever be mindful of His covenant." In the loss of one of His little ones, too much would be involved, His word, His covenant, His power, His honor would all suffer. Therefore, He makes their deliverance effectual.

You are brought to the end of your road, where you can do nothing and know it. That is the very spot where free grace begins. He feels that if he ever rises from his despondency, he cannot dare to take an atom of the honor to himself. Deliverance from the power of darkness is as much God's work as deliverance from its guilt. Where we look for justification, there we must also look for sanctification. Look to your heavenly Father altogether and alone. The covenant embodied in Christ is your shield; he who has Christ has all it contains. The clock of mercy struck in heaven the hour and moment of deliverance, for the time had come, decreed by the eternal purpose. Believe and live, for whoever believes in Christ Jesus has everlasting life, which is the blessing of the covenant. And having the blessing, you are in the covenant, safe as the throne of God itself.
 
May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


🙏Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, so that I can trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so
. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

Heal Me Lord Jesus Spirit, Soul, And Body

 
Consider how it is that the devil never despairs of your destruction, yet you are tempted to despair of your own salvation. Shall the wicked one have greater persistence for your ruin than you have hope in the mercy of God? Never. For what has God withheld that you should doubt His love? He has not spared His own Son but given Him up to death for you. If He did that when you were His enemy, what will He now refuse you, having reconciled you to Himself through that blood? Let these thoughts kindle hope within you, not despair.

You speak of secret societies, hidden contracts, and the powers of darkness. But what are these when set beside the cross of Christ? There the bond that stood against us was canceled, the principalities disarmed, and an open triumph made over them. Do not fix your eyes so constantly on the depth of the pit that you forget the strength of the hand that reaches down to you. The enemy rages because he knows his time is short, but be certain that no pact of hell can bind a soul that clings to the Savior. If He has called you out of darkness, who can hold you back? If the Son sets you free, you shall be free indeed.

You quote the Lord’s own words about losing one’s life for His sake. Ponder well what this means. To lose your life for Him is to entrust it wholly to His keeping, to stop relying on your own resources, your own plans to escape, your own strength to fight. It is to say with the Apostle, "We had the sentence of death in ourselves, that we should not trust in ourselves, but in God who raises the dead." When you have come to the end of your road, then you are exactly where divine power can be most perfectly displayed. Let your extremity become the occasion for His sufficiency.

Hope that is seen is not hope. If you demand to have everything set right in this present world, where is the room for believing God’s promises? The gift you bring to the Bridegroom is not your cleverness or your ability to unravel conspiracies, but a simple, clinging hope in what He has sworn to do. Hold fast to that. It was by such hope that you were saved at the beginning; it is by such hope that you will be borne through to the end. Do not seek your all here. The present affliction is light and momentary compared to the eternal weight of glory being prepared for you.

Exhort yourself daily while it is called "today." As long as breath remains, there is time for hope. Let no one despise your poverty or your isolation, for God chooses the weak things of the world to shame the strong. Even if you cannot move from where you are, your soul can still flee to the refuge set before it. Pray, not against those you call your enemies in a spirit of vengeance, but for the strength to love them and for your own deliverance from evil. Cry out with the Psalmist, "Though I walk in the midst of trouble, you preserve my life; you stretch out your hand against the wrath of my enemies, and your right hand delivers me."

The secret of endurance is this: as the outward body wastes away, the inner self is renewed day by day. These trials, however fierce, are refining you like gold in the fire. Do not throw away your confidence, which has a great reward. You have need of patience, not a new set of circumstances. The One who began a good work in you will carry it to completion. Lift up your head, then, not because the danger is imagined, but because the Redeemer is mightier than any foe. Hope in God unceasingly, and you will not be put to shame.
 
You are walking through a valley where every shadow seems to hiss with threats: hidden pacts, schemes to steal your life, forces that claim ownership over your future. That weight is crushing, and it makes sense that you are weary and feel death closing in. But into that darkness, the cross of Jesus Christ speaks a decisive word. Every curse you fear was already placed on Him.

When sin first entered the world, it brought a curse on man, on woman, and on the ground itself. Thorns pushed up from the soil, labor became toil, and death reigned. That is why, when Jesus hung on the tree, a crown of thorns was pressed into His brow. It was no accident. He was wearing the sign of God�s curse against sin�your sin, and the sins of all who have ever plotted evil. He became a curse for us, so that every legal claim the law could bring against you would be satisfied. In that moment, the curse of the law was exhausted. If you are in Christ, no contract signed in the shadows, no ritual of darkness, no whispered hex can reinstate what He has already finished.

Think of Balaam, hired by a king to curse God�s people. The enemy would pay any price to ruin those whom God loves, but when the prophet opened his mouth, only blessing poured out, because God had declared, �I cannot curse those whom I have blessed.� If you have placed your faith in Jesus, you belong to that blessed people. The destiny of your soul is not floating in the wind, vulnerable to a �destiny swap� or a hijacked timeline. Your life is hidden with Christ in God. No sorcerer can snatch you out of His hand.

What you are experiencing physically�the hunger, the poverty, the sense of being trapped in a modern Babylon�echoes the oppression God�s people knew in Egypt. They had no resources, no escape, and yet they cried out, and the Lord heard their voice. He brought them out with a mighty hand. Even now, when survival seems impossible, He can teach you to depend on Him for your next breath, your next scrap of bread. This may be the desert where you learn that He alone sustains, and that lesson, painful as it is, refines true faith.

The verse you recalled in Matthew holds the key: whoever tries to save their own life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for Christ�s sake will find it. The terror of Faustian traps and hidden contracts tempts you to fight in your own strength, terrified that one wrong move will forfeit your soul. But that battle was already won at the cross. Christ did not merely cover a few sins; He redeemed us from the whole curse of the law. He drank the bitter cup so that no other accusation could stand. Rest in that. Stop trying to escape through human maneuvering, and instead lose yourself in Him. Trust that His death was enough to shatter every chain�whether natural or demonic.

You are not a curse, and you are not defined by what others have spoken over you. The blessing of Abraham has come to the Gentiles through Jesus Christ, and by faith you receive the promise of the Spirit. Cling to that promise, not to the fear that the secret societies are bigger than your Saviour. Cry out to God as the oppressed always have, and believe that He is both willing and able to deliver you. Even in the midst of this tribulation, He keeps His own, and no power of hell can undo His seal of ownership on your life.

Lay down the exhausted fight. Let Jesus bear what you were never meant to carry. In Him, you are already more than free.
 

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