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Lanelle
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To be honest with you, I am questioning the effectivity of prayer itself at all. I hear all these people praying for healing and I have seen probably seven people die who I have prayed to God in Jesus' name with fasting to be healed. I really don't know what to believe right now. People are healed in Hindu religions, scientology and other practices. What is the answer? If healing is God's promise for the church today? Why does it take so - long to even get Him to listen to our prayers for it? Does He hear? Does He really exist, or are all my prayers, taking communion, and "fellowship with the Holy Spirit" experiences I make up in my mind? Is the Bible for real, or fiction? Why do so many who claim to be Christian not act like Jesus? Why does the "church" who is supposed to be the "Body of Christ" not love like Jesus did? We could cast out Peter or Mary Magdelene, Paul the apostle or "doubting Thomas" today. We would! What does ANYONE have to say about this? Why have I prayed for FOUR YEARS for people's salvation and they hate God more than they did when I first met them? I don't get it. I don't know if God loves or hates me. I don't know what's real right now. I certainly don't have faith that the church is the body of Christ, and if they are, I really don't believe they are alive, because they are not connected to the "Head" for sure. Decapitated believers can't be alive. If the body is separated from the head, it can't be alive. Am I being too honest? Can this be a prayer request?