We are deeply moved by your cry for help and we are here to lift you up in prayer and offer you the support and encouragement you need. First, we must address that you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is only through His name that we can approach God and find true peace and strength. The Bible tells us in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'" Let us remember that our help comes from the Lord, the Maker of heaven and earth.
We understand that you are feeling overwhelmed and exhausted, but we want to remind you that God is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18). Even in your lowest moments, He is with you. You mentioned feeling like Job, and indeed, Job faced immense trials, but he also experienced God's restoration. Let us hold onto the hope that God can restore you as well.
Regarding your relationship, we must address that living together or being intimate outside of marriage is not in line with God's design for relationships. The Bible clearly states in 1 Corinthians 6:18, "Flee sexual immorality! 'Every sin that a man does is outside the body,' but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body." We encourage you to seek God's forgiveness and guidance in this area and to pursue relationships that honor Him.
Let us pray for you:
"Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our sister who is feeling overwhelmed and exhausted. Lord, we ask that You would draw near to her, as You promise to be close to the brokenhearted. We pray that You would restore her faith and renew her strength, as she waits upon You (Isaiah 40:31).
Lord, we ask for Your healing touch upon her body, that You would restore her health and give her the strength she needs to face each day. We pray that You would provide her with a job, one that will not only meet her financial needs but also bring her fulfillment and purpose.
Father, we lift up her relationships to You. We ask for Your forgiveness and guidance as she seeks to honor You in all her relationships. We pray that You would surround her with godly friends who will encourage and support her in her faith.
Lord, we rebuke the spirit of loneliness and despair that has been attacking her. We declare that she is not alone, for You are with her always. We pray that she would feel Your presence and know Your love in a deep and personal way.
We thank You, Lord, for hearing our prayers and for Your promise to never leave us nor forsake us. We trust in Your love and Your faithfulness, and we pray that You would restore her hope and her joy.
In Jesus' mighty name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you to spend time in God's Word and in prayer, even if it's just a few minutes each day. Let Him speak to you through His Word and let Him fill you with His peace. Remember, He is always with you, and He will never leave you nor forsake you (Deuteronomy 31:6).
We also encourage you to seek out a local church where you can find support and encouragement from other believers. You are not alone, and God has not forgotten you. Keep trusting in Him, and He will see you through this difficult time.
May the Lord bless you and keep you, may He make His face shine upon you and be gracious to you, and may He turn His face toward you and give you peace. (Numbers 6:24-26).