Michelle Moreno
Prayer Partner
Please Lord I'm desperate. I'm provoked beyond my limits daily for the past 4 years and with no end in sight. My children have either stopped believing in God or that He's good. We were Pentecostal pastors' daughter and I youth pastors' wife. I was born and raised as well as my children to serve the Lord. The door was opened to the devil in 2007. My ex-husband, who I thought I was so blessed with, began to molest my 8-year-old sister as well as other little girls. I had strange feelings and went to counseling with our pastor (who was from another organization completely and not my father) as well as psychiatrists. Well, we worked hard and my family prospered. In 2013 I had tumors and bled a lot resulting in my hospitalization and hysterectomy in Oct. For the first time ever, I had to leave my children with their father because I was a stay-at-home mother who had schedules for them. I breastfed them each until they were 3 to show my dedication to providing the best for them. I graduated at the top of my class but I thought I put my children first by listening to my ex-husband and budgeting and remodeling our homes, sacrificing comfort and sleep without complaint. When I was sick, it was the first time I was ever sick. Well, two months later, my ex completely changed. I found out January 2014 that he was molesting my sister and young daughter and niece. We were looked up to in our community and trusted. I kicked him out immediately yet I had no work experience and absolutely nothing in my name. He would break in and steal everything from us so I lived in with my parents. They were pastors and deeply in love. The same month I moved in, my mother was admitted with the same symptoms of bleeding I had but she was diagnosed with stage 4-5 uterine cancer. My loving father abandoned her after her first chemo as well as abandoned his church without a pastor and took off to Vegas to marry his second cousin he had just found on Facebook. She also had no work experience. I have three kids and she still has two of my sister's at home. My oldest was targeted over 30 times, jumped at school, during days getting off the bus even in front of police officers. He was beat and left for dead just trying to go to school. He has seen demons who told him to kill himself which he now says it was just his mind playing tricks. I have been in court and awarded everything but have not gotten a thing for my kids. I am in online school. I tried working two jobs and Ubering to and from work but can't afford it. At school and just out in public, we are hated for no reason. It's now so bad that my sister's say to us we're trash and going nowhere. We all used to be so close but they blame us for struggling. I don't react but even in our home, we have had strangers break in and rob us with guns. I've been web-raped and jumped at our home in front of my kids who I protected from even watching TV. If we had justice, just something to go right for once, I will never stop fighting and trying to show my kids we can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. But they're little and I understand their pain and rejection. I'm afraid of cracking under this pressure myself. I pray first and foremost for a miracle so they will trust and be saved. I pray that we're delivered. I have had witches curse and bury me. I'm fasting and praying because this is just a brief summary but I wish I was exaggerating that we have lived in a horror movie. God, please remove the rejection, injustice, trauma, hate, fear, depression, murder, suicide, curses, infirmity. Manipulation, false accusations, abandonment, poverty. Lack, doubt, pride, rebellion. Selfishness, in Jesus' name and restore our confidence in your faithfulness. I put my life in your hands. I'm desperate Lord, I can't take anymore. Please Lord save my babies and help me provide for them. We have no car, clothes, food, and sometimes food. Remove the hate, Lord, restore our joy in you, please. Amen. Please pray for us. I'm reaching out in hope.
