What you are longing for, deliverance, restful sleep, strength, and a good normal life, is what our Lord came to give. He said He came that we might have life and have it more abundantly. That real life is not found in chasing away every trouble but in being firmly joined to Jesus Himself. He is the good shepherd who laid down His life for His sheep. He knows you, and no enemy can snatch you out of His hand. Your soul can be bound in the bundle of life with Him, secure even when fear or darkness presses in.
Yet deliverance from evil spirits is not just about casting something out; it is about who fills the space. Jesus warned that if an unclean spirit leaves a person but nothing takes its place, the spirit returns with others more wicked than before. So the great need is not mere expulsion but the infilling of Christ’s Spirit. When you turn your whole life over to Him, your inner thoughts, your desires, your heart, He makes His home there. Then the old life, with its weaknesses and patterns of sin, is buried with Him, and you rise to walk in a new life governed by the Spirit.
Troubled sleep often comes from a troubled heart. Scripture teaches us to keep our heart with all diligence, for out of it flow the issues of life. Those who give themselves to evil find that their sleep is taken away unless they cause someone to fall. But a heart set on God finds rest. Instead of moving from one crisis to the next, learn to cultivate a quiet, simple life of trust. You can rest knowing that God is in control, that He only allows into your life what He intends for your good. Even trials are meant to expose weaknesses so you will lean harder on Him.
So bring every weakness and every sleeping struggle to the Lord. Confess any known sin, renounce every dark attachment, and ask the Holy Spirit to fill you completely. As you abide in Christ, you will discover that the abundant life He promised is not a life free from all hardship, but one marked by His peace, purity, and joy even in the night. He gives His angels charge over those who dwell in the secret place of the Most High. He will be your refuge, your fortress, and with long life He will satisfy you, showing you His salvation. Place God at the center, and you will find the good, rich life you are seeking.