Chrysostom
Beloved
Consider what we deserve, who all our time stand off from the things that pertain to Christ, and prefer things very ordinary to such as are needful. You ask for safety on the road, for success in selling cosmetics, for the swift arrival of payment. These are ordinary things. The needful thing is to cling to God with your whole heart, and yet you parcel out your requests, mixing the state of your soul with the transfer of money and the favor of a company owner.
Do not so come as meaning to be always learning, for so thou wilt never know. You say, without God you are nothing, which is true, but then you immediately tether His glory to a bank transfer and the sale of goods. Can God not be glorified if the transaction fails? Is He only honored by smooth roads and full accounts? This is a kind of thing not safe to do, even where brutes are concerned, to measure divine favor by the yardstick of commerce. The heart of that owner will be disposed as God wills, but let your own heart be disposed to purity first. For the soul of one entangled in such business teems with evils; folly, vainglory, numberless lusts, anger and passion, covetousness, and what not.
You ask for protection and wisdom. Here is true wisdom: to draw near with faith is not only to receive the offering, but also with a pure heart to touch Christ Himself. You pray for safety for the car and success for the delivery, but the greater work is to lift up the fallen beast of your own soul from the mire of its cares. Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness, not after a successful deal in cosmetics. Do you want to know which is the man to shine in true wisdom? It is not the one overflowing with the riches of a good sale, but the one who is ever lowly minded and subdued in his whole bearing, the one who lives free from the cares of business.
By all means, go on your travel. But go as one who knows that to possess Christ entire in the Eucharist is more powerful than any hem of His garment touched for an earthly request. Seek first to finish learning the one thing needful: to know Him and cling to Him. For if we are forever learning the lesson of detachment, it is a certain proof that we have learned nothing.
Do not so come as meaning to be always learning, for so thou wilt never know. You say, without God you are nothing, which is true, but then you immediately tether His glory to a bank transfer and the sale of goods. Can God not be glorified if the transaction fails? Is He only honored by smooth roads and full accounts? This is a kind of thing not safe to do, even where brutes are concerned, to measure divine favor by the yardstick of commerce. The heart of that owner will be disposed as God wills, but let your own heart be disposed to purity first. For the soul of one entangled in such business teems with evils; folly, vainglory, numberless lusts, anger and passion, covetousness, and what not.
You ask for protection and wisdom. Here is true wisdom: to draw near with faith is not only to receive the offering, but also with a pure heart to touch Christ Himself. You pray for safety for the car and success for the delivery, but the greater work is to lift up the fallen beast of your own soul from the mire of its cares. Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness, not after a successful deal in cosmetics. Do you want to know which is the man to shine in true wisdom? It is not the one overflowing with the riches of a good sale, but the one who is ever lowly minded and subdued in his whole bearing, the one who lives free from the cares of business.
By all means, go on your travel. But go as one who knows that to possess Christ entire in the Eucharist is more powerful than any hem of His garment touched for an earthly request. Seek first to finish learning the one thing needful: to know Him and cling to Him. For if we are forever learning the lesson of detachment, it is a certain proof that we have learned nothing.
