Broken spirit

[Sambrokenspirit]

Recently i have been baptized in obedience to the gospel.

But since that time and now i have been going through a state of 'mental hell'. Perhaps what i am going through is really a broken spirit.

My problem is this:

- It seems i cannot accept it in my heart to say: Jesus saved me from my sins, a doubting thought blocks is every time.

- It seems i cannot say: Lord i love you. something stops it.

- It seems i cannot join church and last supper with a confident heart: i feel guilty

- I feel like a total outsider who does not belong to God, a lawbreaker.

Yet...

- I hate my own life, because i hate all the doubts and all the thoughts that exalt itself above the things of God.

- I have no trust in my own life, because everything is vanity. My heart doesnt even want to believe that our own ways lead to hell and destruction.

- I wanted to get liberated from ALL these things, so i ran to Jesus Christ, because only in GOD/ JESUS i can find rest. I laid down all these things at the feet of Christ so that He may heal me.

Ive been baptized and i am greatly suffering from these doubts. I want to follow Christ and become a obedient servant saved only by His grace. WHy am i going through this?

If it is possible i hope you can help me by the knowledge given by God so that my heart may be changed. I myself have also prayed and i continue to pray.

 

[Angeline]

Lord, I lift up Sam to You and I pray that he may be delivered in Your Name from the blocages that are hindering him. I bind any spirits that are hindering and blocking Sam, in Jesus Name and I command them to go, in Jesus Name. Lord, I pray that You would guide Sam to get rid of any residual blockage, to possibly find the right counsel to help him with this. I pray that You heal his brokenness, and gradually help him remove the walls he built around his heart. I pray for a deep healing in his life. I pray for a total transformation, in Jesus Name. Amen

 

[silentangel]

Sam - don't listen to the enemy. He is telling you lies! He is filling your head with ungodly information. You are a child of God. Satan can have no hold over you unless you allow it. Don't be fooled. Jesus loves you so much. He wants you to confess all your sins and come to him for forgiveness. Once you invite Jesus into your heart, he forgives and forgets. He remembers your sins no more - ever! Don't let him make you stumble. Read your Bible for strength and instruction. Even if you don't feel like going to church, go anyway! Open you mind and heart to the Lord. He is right there! None of us are worthy but we are saved by grace and don't forget that. We aren't perfect nor can we ever be in this life. We all make mistake and sin and have to ask forgiveness.

I will continue to pray for you, that you will find the peace you seek. Patti

Father, I come to the foot of the cross. I touch and agree with Angeline's prayer. I lift up Sam and rebuke the enemy who is whispering lies into his ears. I command the prince of darkness and all his evil spirits to leave Sam at once. I bind them and cast them away, far away. Open Sam's eyes and give him wisdom and strength to fight the enemy with all his might. Help him to see he belongs to you now and the enemy can't influence him any more. I pray you would remove the evil lurking around him and pour out your peace around him. Let him feel whole again and help him to know he is covered by your blood and belongs to the Kingdom of God. Thank you, Lord. Amen