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Dear Father,
My name is ### and I was in a relationship for 11 yrs the guy I was with left me for a woman with a better income, when it broke up I was so devastasted I lost my job, my mom got Dementia, I lost my home. I now live caring for my mother. For 2 years after the break-up I was so sad because I couldn't find anyone to care about me I would find people who just wanted s_x. I wasn't happy with that. So one day my daughter told me about a man I had met in 2006 who was locked up but going into a work release program his name is ###. We started writing letters back and forth to one another and we developed a relatonship. I was falling in love and so was he (I thought). for the 1 year and seven months that we been together I've been the provider in the relationship. We went on trips because I wanted him to see things he never saw before, I wanted him to be in a different atmosphere so he wouldn't go back to jail. He stayed with me at my mothers house, he had funny ways and it would bother me, and when I wanted to talk about things he'd hold a grudge. I would argue with him and when he was in work release he'd tell me we'd never go to sleep mad and he has yet to discuss anything, so I would ask him to leave because he acts like he doesn'tl love me and he would tell me to stop stressing he will leave. When he started working he'd give me $100 per week and if I didn't spend the $100 back during the weekend nothing was done on his part. To make a long story short he moved and I been texting him asking for him to reconsider our relationship because once he left I missed him like crazy, but he just wanted to be left alone. I have no one to talk to about how I really feel but GOD, I want to ask GOD to forgive me for everything I might have said or done wrong to him, and visa versa because he put me through alot to, he was acting like if my moms house was his house and we were the borders. Two weeks past and I just knew it was over and still don't know where I stand with him, he called me on Friday to see me and I been back and forth to my house and his house, but I want his love for me to grow again, and I told him that, I want him to feel I am the woman for him, and I want to grow old with him, because Alot of things I do like about him and for him to be my hubby. I also want GOD to help me save my money to get my own place because I might have to place my mom in a nursing home. I put this request in GOD's name AMEN.
My name is ### and I was in a relationship for 11 yrs the guy I was with left me for a woman with a better income, when it broke up I was so devastasted I lost my job, my mom got Dementia, I lost my home. I now live caring for my mother. For 2 years after the break-up I was so sad because I couldn't find anyone to care about me I would find people who just wanted s_x. I wasn't happy with that. So one day my daughter told me about a man I had met in 2006 who was locked up but going into a work release program his name is ###. We started writing letters back and forth to one another and we developed a relatonship. I was falling in love and so was he (I thought). for the 1 year and seven months that we been together I've been the provider in the relationship. We went on trips because I wanted him to see things he never saw before, I wanted him to be in a different atmosphere so he wouldn't go back to jail. He stayed with me at my mothers house, he had funny ways and it would bother me, and when I wanted to talk about things he'd hold a grudge. I would argue with him and when he was in work release he'd tell me we'd never go to sleep mad and he has yet to discuss anything, so I would ask him to leave because he acts like he doesn'tl love me and he would tell me to stop stressing he will leave. When he started working he'd give me $100 per week and if I didn't spend the $100 back during the weekend nothing was done on his part. To make a long story short he moved and I been texting him asking for him to reconsider our relationship because once he left I missed him like crazy, but he just wanted to be left alone. I have no one to talk to about how I really feel but GOD, I want to ask GOD to forgive me for everything I might have said or done wrong to him, and visa versa because he put me through alot to, he was acting like if my moms house was his house and we were the borders. Two weeks past and I just knew it was over and still don't know where I stand with him, he called me on Friday to see me and I been back and forth to my house and his house, but I want his love for me to grow again, and I told him that, I want him to feel I am the woman for him, and I want to grow old with him, because Alot of things I do like about him and for him to be my hubby. I also want GOD to help me save my money to get my own place because I might have to place my mom in a nursing home. I put this request in GOD's name AMEN.
