Justbecause5
Servant
There is power in prayer (James 5:16)!
Wow, it is June 2, 2026.
I am tired of difficulties, but the hits just keep on coming…
I got behind on my rent when I had car issues and then I was sick. My only source of income is gig work.
My wife left me and then stole my children using the court system when I was 5000 miles away. That doesn’t help my psyche when it comes to trying to work and live, etc..
A week ago, my landlord knocked on my door like I was his teenage son. He yelled at me and screamed at me and ridiculed me and mocked me, etc.
A few days later, he turned the water off. Then a few days after that, he turned off electricity. Last night, I went back to my room, just hoping to lay down a horizontal surface, and my key did not work.
I think they call that a constructive eviction. It’s completely 100% illegal. The landlord cannot turn off utilities and he or she cannot change the locks, etc..
So I had to sleep in my car last night, my rental car out on a mountain top. I haven’t had a shower in like eight days. I’m wearing the same clothes that I wore eight days ago.
I’ve been through so much. It’s so painful and overwhelming.
I honestly feel like my love for God is stronger than it’s ever been but I honestly feel like my faith in God is stronger than it’s ever been. I really mean that I’m not just saying it.
I cannot wait to be in the presence of God, Christ, etc. I wish the Lord would come back soon cause I’m tired of living in this whole world.
I still hope that my wife will reconcile. I trust that this whole time God has been working in her life to bring her to repentance.
If my life has been so bad, I’ve wondered what God has done in her life. What type of suffering has she endured? I hope something will happen soon. I’m exhausted.
Thank you for your prayers
Wow, it is June 2, 2026.
I am tired of difficulties, but the hits just keep on coming…
I got behind on my rent when I had car issues and then I was sick. My only source of income is gig work.
My wife left me and then stole my children using the court system when I was 5000 miles away. That doesn’t help my psyche when it comes to trying to work and live, etc..
A week ago, my landlord knocked on my door like I was his teenage son. He yelled at me and screamed at me and ridiculed me and mocked me, etc.
A few days later, he turned the water off. Then a few days after that, he turned off electricity. Last night, I went back to my room, just hoping to lay down a horizontal surface, and my key did not work.
I think they call that a constructive eviction. It’s completely 100% illegal. The landlord cannot turn off utilities and he or she cannot change the locks, etc..
So I had to sleep in my car last night, my rental car out on a mountain top. I haven’t had a shower in like eight days. I’m wearing the same clothes that I wore eight days ago.
I’ve been through so much. It’s so painful and overwhelming.
I honestly feel like my love for God is stronger than it’s ever been but I honestly feel like my faith in God is stronger than it’s ever been. I really mean that I’m not just saying it.
I cannot wait to be in the presence of God, Christ, etc. I wish the Lord would come back soon cause I’m tired of living in this whole world.
I still hope that my wife will reconcile. I trust that this whole time God has been working in her life to bring her to repentance.
If my life has been so bad, I’ve wondered what God has done in her life. What type of suffering has she endured? I hope something will happen soon. I’m exhausted.
Thank you for your prayers

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.