Justbecause5
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A mountain moving God!
For sometime, I prayed that God would move mountains in my life. I was 100% confident my faith was much larger than the mustard seed. I often pray God would move the mountains of sadness and depression; separation, debt, etc.
On May 21, I begin a career that God gave me. I did not deserve it or earn it; it was the grace of God. God made me a manager in a field that I have never worked in. I now manage 21 people and soon it will be 24. It’s possible within a year, 50 people.
When I think back over my life, I have walked in deep despair and sadness many times. The pain that I have experienced has been overwhelming and the fact that I’m still alive is a miracle in itself.
On August 19, 2024, I moved back to ###. I only had a little money, no car and no place to live. I landed at the airport at 12:15 AM and had nowhere to go. So far, God has made provision again and again and again. None of it has been easy though.
I came to ### to teach school and coach basketball. On November 20, 2024, due to no fault of my own I lost my job at the school. It was so painful, but I remember smiling to myself and thinking and wondering what God was up to.
I have seen the hand of God and I can only wonder what’s next. I love adventure, but I’m so ready for some type of stability. I’m hoping that this new career will give me the stability that I’ve badly needed.
Obviously, living in a van for nearly a month is not stability. Crawling out of the back hoping nobody sees me is not stability. I miss my apartment. But I need something more. Please God …. move the mountain of homelessness or houselessness. I am exhausted!!
I am confident God is going to do something, but his timing is frustrating. I lose hope when a significant day passes by and there’s no contact from my wife or children. I fear that my wife has become so hard hearted and impossible so that reconciliation will never take place..
Tomorrow is Father’s Day. Will she make an effort for the kids to talk to me? Based on the past, the answer will be no. And it saddens me to know that reality. But I hope! I hope that God has been working on her heart so long that maybe tomorrow will be the day. If not, it will be very sad to know.
Today has been my day off and I have been in the van all day. I had to find a shade tree because it’s so hot outside here in ###. It’s a heat wave and I guess it’s because of the location of the state that the sun is much hotter than normal. I’m guessing. It seems like such a waste of life to just sit in the van all day. I should be traveling across the state with my family doing incredible things and seeing incredible sights.
God, please move the mountains in my life. Please move them quickly into the ocean and forever gone beneath the waves. I am so exhausted from praying and so exhausted from waiting and hoping! Please God allow my weeping to turn into joy (Ps 30:5). I am so exhausted.
I believe in prayer so much; is the reason I keep coming back to this page to request prayers from those who believe in practice prayer. If you have prayed for me, I want you to know that I appreciate your prayer. Please continue.
Thank You
For sometime, I prayed that God would move mountains in my life. I was 100% confident my faith was much larger than the mustard seed. I often pray God would move the mountains of sadness and depression; separation, debt, etc.
On May 21, I begin a career that God gave me. I did not deserve it or earn it; it was the grace of God. God made me a manager in a field that I have never worked in. I now manage 21 people and soon it will be 24. It’s possible within a year, 50 people.
When I think back over my life, I have walked in deep despair and sadness many times. The pain that I have experienced has been overwhelming and the fact that I’m still alive is a miracle in itself.
On August 19, 2024, I moved back to ###. I only had a little money, no car and no place to live. I landed at the airport at 12:15 AM and had nowhere to go. So far, God has made provision again and again and again. None of it has been easy though.
I came to ### to teach school and coach basketball. On November 20, 2024, due to no fault of my own I lost my job at the school. It was so painful, but I remember smiling to myself and thinking and wondering what God was up to.
I have seen the hand of God and I can only wonder what’s next. I love adventure, but I’m so ready for some type of stability. I’m hoping that this new career will give me the stability that I’ve badly needed.
Obviously, living in a van for nearly a month is not stability. Crawling out of the back hoping nobody sees me is not stability. I miss my apartment. But I need something more. Please God …. move the mountain of homelessness or houselessness. I am exhausted!!
I am confident God is going to do something, but his timing is frustrating. I lose hope when a significant day passes by and there’s no contact from my wife or children. I fear that my wife has become so hard hearted and impossible so that reconciliation will never take place..
Tomorrow is Father’s Day. Will she make an effort for the kids to talk to me? Based on the past, the answer will be no. And it saddens me to know that reality. But I hope! I hope that God has been working on her heart so long that maybe tomorrow will be the day. If not, it will be very sad to know.
Today has been my day off and I have been in the van all day. I had to find a shade tree because it’s so hot outside here in ###. It’s a heat wave and I guess it’s because of the location of the state that the sun is much hotter than normal. I’m guessing. It seems like such a waste of life to just sit in the van all day. I should be traveling across the state with my family doing incredible things and seeing incredible sights.
God, please move the mountains in my life. Please move them quickly into the ocean and forever gone beneath the waves. I am so exhausted from praying and so exhausted from waiting and hoping! Please God allow my weeping to turn into joy (Ps 30:5). I am so exhausted.
I believe in prayer so much; is the reason I keep coming back to this page to request prayers from those who believe in practice prayer. If you have prayed for me, I want you to know that I appreciate your prayer. Please continue.
Thank You