Justbecause5
Humble Prayer Warrior
Dear friends and prayer warriors….
If you have followed my story, you know the pain that I have been living in.
Three years ago, my wife left me and then used the courts to steal my children. I was 5000 miles away when she did it. I had gone to another state to set up our new home and start a new job. I’ve never felt so betrayed.
After much prayer, probably a medium prayers, God answered one and taking me back to ###. I’ve been back here for 15 months I have suffered in every way possible.
God has been good to me in many ways, but I have to suffer tremendously. I am exhausted and worn down to the point of giving up. I am not suicidal, but I wish God would take me; He might as well.
I woke up this morning. I decided to take this morning off. I’ve been doing gig work since I’ve been unemployed for nearly 6 months. I’ve just been so tired lately exhausted. The cold weather, -22°F doesn’t help.
I woke up this morning just so depressed and so deeply sad. Last night I was actually praying that God would send Elijah’s chariot to get me that’s how tired and exhausted I am.
I love God in Jesus with all my heart. I’m not afraid to die. I long to be in the presence of God. I’m just so exhausted.
So, I know the power of prayer, so I am here to request prayers. I need strength. Thank you! I wish God just pushed the reset button on me and start over. I’m so exhausted.
If you have followed my story, you know the pain that I have been living in.
Three years ago, my wife left me and then used the courts to steal my children. I was 5000 miles away when she did it. I had gone to another state to set up our new home and start a new job. I’ve never felt so betrayed.
After much prayer, probably a medium prayers, God answered one and taking me back to ###. I’ve been back here for 15 months I have suffered in every way possible.
God has been good to me in many ways, but I have to suffer tremendously. I am exhausted and worn down to the point of giving up. I am not suicidal, but I wish God would take me; He might as well.
I woke up this morning. I decided to take this morning off. I’ve been doing gig work since I’ve been unemployed for nearly 6 months. I’ve just been so tired lately exhausted. The cold weather, -22°F doesn’t help.
I woke up this morning just so depressed and so deeply sad. Last night I was actually praying that God would send Elijah’s chariot to get me that’s how tired and exhausted I am.
I love God in Jesus with all my heart. I’m not afraid to die. I long to be in the presence of God. I’m just so exhausted.
So, I know the power of prayer, so I am here to request prayers. I need strength. Thank you! I wish God just pushed the reset button on me and start over. I’m so exhausted.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.