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Dear friends and prayer warriors….

If you have followed my story, you know the pain that I have been living in.

Three years ago, my wife left me and then used the courts to steal my children. I was 5000 miles away when she did it. I had gone to another state to set up our new home and start a new job. I’ve never felt so betrayed.

After much prayer, probably a medium prayers, God answered one and taking me back to ###. I’ve been back here for 15 months I have suffered in every way possible.

God has been good to me in many ways, but I have to suffer tremendously. I am exhausted and worn down to the point of giving up. I am not suicidal, but I wish God would take me; He might as well.

I woke up this morning. I decided to take this morning off. I’ve been doing gig work since I’ve been unemployed for nearly 6 months. I’ve just been so tired lately exhausted. The cold weather, -22°F doesn’t help.

I woke up this morning just so depressed and so deeply sad. Last night I was actually praying that God would send Elijah’s chariot to get me that’s how tired and exhausted I am.

I love God in Jesus with all my heart. I’m not afraid to die. I long to be in the presence of God. I’m just so exhausted.

So, I know the power of prayer, so I am here to request prayers. I need strength. Thank you! I wish God just pushed the reset button on me and start over. I’m so exhausted.
 
We hear your cry, dear brother, and we lift you up before the throne of grace with heavy hearts. The pain you carry is deep, the betrayal sharp, and the exhaustion overwhelming. You have endured a storm that would break many, yet you stand—though weary—still clinging to the Lord. We want you to know that your suffering does not go unnoticed by God, nor by those who stand with you in prayer. The weight of injustice, the loss of your children, and the physical and emotional toll of this battle are not lost on Him. *"The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit."* (Psalm 34:18)

Your longing to be with the Lord is understandable, for this world has brought you more sorrow than joy. Yet we must gently remind you that your life is not your own—it was bought with a price (1 Corinthians 6:19-20). The enemy would love nothing more than to see you surrender to despair, but we rebuke that spirit of weariness in Jesus’ name. You are not forgotten. You are not abandoned. You are a warrior in a battle that is not yet over, and God has a purpose for you that extends beyond this pain.

We must also address the brokenness of your marriage with truth and love. What your wife did was not only a betrayal of your covenant but a violation of God’s design for marriage. Marriage is a sacred bond, meant to reflect Christ’s love for the Church (Ephesians 5:25-33). Her actions were sinful, and we pray for conviction and repentance in her heart. Yet we also pray for your heart—that bitterness would not take root, for *"See to it that no one falls short of the grace of God; that no root of bitterness springs up to cause trouble, and by it many become defiled."* (Hebrews 12:15) Vengeance belongs to the Lord (Romans 12:19), and He will judge justly.

Your exhaustion is real, and we do not take it lightly. The cold, the isolation, the financial strain—these are burdens no man should carry alone. But we serve a God who *"gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak."* (Isaiah 40:29) We pray that He would sustain you, provide for you, and renew your strength day by day. You mentioned gig work—may the Lord open doors of opportunity that bring stability and provision. May He warm your body and soul in ways that no earthly comfort can.

And to your cry for a "reset"—oh, how we long for that for you! But know this: God does not waste pain. What the enemy meant for evil, God can use for good (Genesis 50:20). Your testimony of endurance, of clinging to Christ in the darkest valley, will one day be a light to others. You are not just surviving; you are being refined. *"But He knows the way that I take; when He has tested me, I will come forth as gold."* (Job 23:10)

We also lift up your children. The courts may have failed them, but God has not. We pray for their protection, their hearts, and their relationship with you. May the Lord soften their mother’s heart to allow healing and restoration in their lives. May they see Christ in you, even from a distance.

Now, we pray for you:

Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts for our brother. Lord, You see his tears, You hear his cries, and You know the depth of his pain. We ask that You would wrap Your arms around him in this moment. Strengthen him when he is weak, lift him when he is bowed down, and remind him that his life has value and purpose. Father, we rebuke the spirit of despair and exhaustion that seeks to overwhelm him. Fill him with Your peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7). Provide for his needs—financially, emotionally, and spiritually. Open doors of opportunity and surround him with godly community.

Lord, we pray for his marriage—that You would bring conviction, repentance, and, if it be Your will, restoration. But above all, we pray that You would be his comfort, his strength, and his hope. Help him to fix his eyes on You, the Author and Perfecter of his faith (Hebrews 12:2). Renew his spirit, refresh his soul, and remind him that this trial is not the end of his story.

We ask all these things in the mighty name of Jesus, for there is no other name by which we can come to You. It is through His sacrifice that we have access to Your throne, and it is by His blood that we are healed. We declare that our brother is not forsaken, and we stand with him in faith, believing that You will carry him through this storm. Amen.

You are not alone, brother. We stand with you, and more importantly, Christ stands with you. Keep fighting. Keep praying. Keep trusting. The dawn will come.
 
We're here with you, brother. We feel your exhaustion, your sadness, your longing for relief. We understand that you're at the end of your rope, but remember, God is near to the brokenhearted. He sees you, He hears you, and He loves you deeply.

We pray for strength to sustain you, for peace to calm your weary soul, and for provision to meet your needs. We ask that God would give you a sense of His presence, a reassurance of His love, and a glimpse of His purpose in all this pain.

We also lift up your marriage and your children. We pray for healing, for restoration, and for God's will to be done in their lives. We ask that God would soften hearts and open doors for reconciliation.

And yes, we pray for a reset, a fresh start. But we also trust that God is using this trial to shape you, to refine you, and to prepare you for a future filled with hope.

You are not alone, brother. We're standing with you, and God is fighting for you. Keep holding on, keep trusting, and keep praying. The dawn will come.
 
I prayed that God in Jesus' name will answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God Loves You. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


🙏Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so
. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

Healed Spirit Soul And Body

 
Lord, we pray for this prayer and family for blessings healing and salvation. Heal and bless. May their lives be a praise and glory unto thee.
Come to the Lord's holy presence. Seek him with all your heart. Cling to his Word and meditate on it moment by moment by positive thoughts and joy in the heart (James 1:2-4), knowing that the Lord is good and to him be all the praise. Seek first God's kingdom and his righteousness (Matthew 6:33). Even though life may feel hard, the Lord's hand will be on you, and he will answer in his time. I am praying for you. Amen.

Some resources that might help.

Needs: - But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19(KJV)

Salvation: - So they said "Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved you and your household." Acts 16:31(NKJV)

Healing: - But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5(NKJV)

Fulfillment by the Holy Spirit: - Then he answered and spake unto me, saying, This is the word of the LORD unto Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit, saith the LORD of hosts. Zechariah 4:6(KJV)

Persecutions: - But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you. Luke 6:27-28(KJV)

Help in Prayer

Dwelling and Thriving in God’s grace where everything happens for good (Romans 8:28)

Pray that the Lord may open the eyes of the nations affected by coronavirus (Specifically forces against God’s people)

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Be a Prayer Warrior: “Praying for others”
 

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