Jesus_is_king
Humble Prayer Partner
As it was the original title, I'll keep it as that, even though it ain't so much of a problem anymore. Although, it was a day or two ago. Not in the sense of praying for something, but more so in the sense of for my language learning & tryna figure out a routine & such. But as of today, I've only used AI in the sense of Google once or twice today. Whereas, on that day where I fell short, I was doing it multiple times throughout the day.
I have been very much struggling to do quiet time recently, I just haven't really been able to get myself to do it. Although, earlier I was resting there & laying down, maybe to hear His voice, but also me speaking a little in between.
I have also been struggling to pray in general, I barely did my prayer after lunch time, I didn't do my morning prayer fully in that moment, I didnt write my letter to God (which is now a daily thing as of 2 days ago), I didn't do my after dinner one either. I'm not saying I haven't prayed at all, I have, but very little in comparison to normal. I also have one before bed which I didn't do yesterday. With the letter to God, I did it today for the first time in a week. With my other prayers, I have mostly been able to do them & also pray at some points as a spontaneous thing rather than a routine. But, I have struggled to do the one before bed, as that's when I tend to do the doomscrolling. Although, the day before yesterday I think it was, was when I saw my headphones, looked at them, picked them up & decided to listen to Christian music while praying, which sometimes does help me to pray. Sometimes I get a bit distracted, but for the most part I was praying.
I have stopped playing the game as I deleted it after someone on here said about it, now I haven't even thought about it until now. But at the start, there was the temptation to get it back, but as it would reset the levels, it would then cause a waste of time, which I don't like to do, I don't like wasting my time, so maybe that's why I more so regret or put myself down after letting myself get distracted. But it's like I've replaced the game with Tiktok.
Thank you to anyone who replies or prays for me, God bless you
I have been very much struggling to do quiet time recently, I just haven't really been able to get myself to do it. Although, earlier I was resting there & laying down, maybe to hear His voice, but also me speaking a little in between.
I have also been struggling to pray in general, I barely did my prayer after lunch time, I didn't do my morning prayer fully in that moment, I didnt write my letter to God (which is now a daily thing as of 2 days ago), I didn't do my after dinner one either. I'm not saying I haven't prayed at all, I have, but very little in comparison to normal. I also have one before bed which I didn't do yesterday. With the letter to God, I did it today for the first time in a week. With my other prayers, I have mostly been able to do them & also pray at some points as a spontaneous thing rather than a routine. But, I have struggled to do the one before bed, as that's when I tend to do the doomscrolling. Although, the day before yesterday I think it was, was when I saw my headphones, looked at them, picked them up & decided to listen to Christian music while praying, which sometimes does help me to pray. Sometimes I get a bit distracted, but for the most part I was praying.
I have stopped playing the game as I deleted it after someone on here said about it, now I haven't even thought about it until now. But at the start, there was the temptation to get it back, but as it would reset the levels, it would then cause a waste of time, which I don't like to do, I don't like wasting my time, so maybe that's why I more so regret or put myself down after letting myself get distracted. But it's like I've replaced the game with Tiktok.
Thank you to anyone who replies or prays for me, God bless you

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.