Abusive relationship

[Anonymous]

A few weeks ago my boyfriend hit me so badly because I didn't inform him of how long I will be to meet me. I thought I was going to die. He has forced me to have about 6 terminations in the past. (so six pregnancies) He has sexual, emotional and physical abused. He has cheated on me and made me sleep with two of his friends. We have dated for about 3 years and every time he had done something to me, Terrible I have forgiven him. What I need is God to give me the strength to get out of this toxic relationship. There is no promise of marriage or children. Even if we do get married, I'm afraid he will abuse me even more. I feel so broken as a woman, and just feel like I don't know if I will meet a good guy or the right guy for me. I'm 31 and I've wasted my life/time with him. Thinking about the terminations hurts even more cause it's like I have nothing. I have almost given up on love. Is there hope? Am I too far gone? I feel like I can't be helped. My family are telling me to read Proverbs 31. And I don't know how to be that woman. I don't think I can be that woman. I feel like I do not know where to start. I'm lost. I'm a mess! I don't know what to do.

 

[Rick1]

Come to Me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. (Matthew 11:28)

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on you own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight. (Proverbs 3:5-6) I am praying with you.

 

[caldoug]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[JesusIsMyOnlyHope]

Trust in the unfailing love of the Lord, and in His promises.

Give Him this day and everything that it holds.

Walk in His goodness, knowing that His gentle hand will guide you and keep you.

I pray that the Lord hears your prayer requests and answers them according to His will.

In the Name of Jesus Christ I pray. Amen

 

[littlemiss37]

"and there arose a great storm of a wind, and the waves beat into the ship, that it was now full.

And he was in the hinder part of the ship, asleep on a pillow: and they awake him, and say unto him, Master caress thou not that we perish?

and he arose and rebuked the wind, and said unto the sea. Peace, be still. And the wind ceased, and there was great calm.

and he said unto them, Why are ye so fearful? How is it that ye have no faith?" St. Mark 5. 37-40

 

[hostadmin]

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