silentangel
Beloved Warrior
Lord Jesus, I humbly come before your Throne of Grace tonight with a heavy heart and a hurting spirit. I annoint my husband with holy oil and I make the sign of the cross on his tormented leg. Lord, he has been struggling for so long. He hasn't had one good day in almost a year and a half. He asked me if you take care of your children and he is one of them, then how come he hasn't been healed. What do I say to that, Lord? I tell him not to give up, not to give in to the enemy, not to listen to his lies and fall into his traps.
Lord, I am a patient person but I am getting so weary from this battle. It's not that I will give up, I could never allow myself to do that, but I need some reinforcements. I need your loving arms around me to hold me for awhile.
I have asked many times for healing and you have said NO. OK, I accept your will without question. If the answer is NO, then show me what to do and how to respond to Bob so that he can understand. You know he has brain damage and that makes understanding difficult at times. I ask not that you take this cup from me, but that you give me grace to keep drinking from it, to follow your will and your leading. I can walk the walk and talk the talk as well as anyone who serves you with their whole being but I am not sure that is enough to carry me through. Give me strength for each day so that I can do my caretaking duties, take care of my home, my business, my equipment, call upon my family and help them with their needs and still have time to come and pray for all my friends new and old.
My desire is to be used as your vessel without waivering, without getting too fatigued, without ceasing. May it so, Lord. Protect your servant girl. Renew and recharge her for the days to come, the prayers that keep coming and the warriors who need someone to stand with them as they pray.
Lord, I truly thank you for all that are gathered here. It's quite an assembly of the most kind, caring and loving early saints on earth. To you be the glory for that! Lord, I feel better now that this is off my chest. I feel revived as I sit and write and meditate on the blessings you have given me. If I am strong, it is because of you. All that I have and all that I am is a result of your love and connection with me. I thank you for that, for your hand touching me. I thank you for all these friends. To you be all glory, honor and praise forever more. May your kingdom come and you will be done. Amen
I do want to say that Bob has really been hurting today, struggling with pain in his leg, head and pricklies all over. I ask for prayer to give him relief. God is so merciful, so kind and loving. Bob gets really discouraged. He doesn't have my faith and I can't give it to him. He is not born again but he does believe in God and in prayer(for the most part)
8/21 Bob had a really difficult night. It is 4:30 AM my time. He got a little sleep - a few hours - and woke up still in a lot of pain and discomfort. I don't know what is going on but I do thank you for your prayers. They mean a lot ot both of us. Patti
8:51 AM - A time to praise! Thank you Jesus for these warriors who have gathered today. Thank you for releasing Bob's pain. Thank you for touching him with your mighty hand and answering our petitions. To God be the glory! Amen and amen
Lord, I am a patient person but I am getting so weary from this battle. It's not that I will give up, I could never allow myself to do that, but I need some reinforcements. I need your loving arms around me to hold me for awhile.
I have asked many times for healing and you have said NO. OK, I accept your will without question. If the answer is NO, then show me what to do and how to respond to Bob so that he can understand. You know he has brain damage and that makes understanding difficult at times. I ask not that you take this cup from me, but that you give me grace to keep drinking from it, to follow your will and your leading. I can walk the walk and talk the talk as well as anyone who serves you with their whole being but I am not sure that is enough to carry me through. Give me strength for each day so that I can do my caretaking duties, take care of my home, my business, my equipment, call upon my family and help them with their needs and still have time to come and pray for all my friends new and old.
My desire is to be used as your vessel without waivering, without getting too fatigued, without ceasing. May it so, Lord. Protect your servant girl. Renew and recharge her for the days to come, the prayers that keep coming and the warriors who need someone to stand with them as they pray.
Lord, I truly thank you for all that are gathered here. It's quite an assembly of the most kind, caring and loving early saints on earth. To you be the glory for that! Lord, I feel better now that this is off my chest. I feel revived as I sit and write and meditate on the blessings you have given me. If I am strong, it is because of you. All that I have and all that I am is a result of your love and connection with me. I thank you for that, for your hand touching me. I thank you for all these friends. To you be all glory, honor and praise forever more. May your kingdom come and you will be done. Amen
I do want to say that Bob has really been hurting today, struggling with pain in his leg, head and pricklies all over. I ask for prayer to give him relief. God is so merciful, so kind and loving. Bob gets really discouraged. He doesn't have my faith and I can't give it to him. He is not born again but he does believe in God and in prayer(for the most part)
8/21 Bob had a really difficult night. It is 4:30 AM my time. He got a little sleep - a few hours - and woke up still in a lot of pain and discomfort. I don't know what is going on but I do thank you for your prayers. They mean a lot ot both of us. Patti
8:51 AM - A time to praise! Thank you Jesus for these warriors who have gathered today. Thank you for releasing Bob's pain. Thank you for touching him with your mighty hand and answering our petitions. To God be the glory! Amen and amen
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