CDAIII
Disciple of Prayer
911 (HELP ASAP) please.
My husband has filed for a divorce. He would sometimes find out about my spying—reading his diaries, reading his email, reading the cell phone log, reading his -banned site- messages, reading old notes, listening in on phone calls, reading his text messages... He says that I do not trust him and it hurts. I would find out that he was having inappropriate conversations with other women and making plans to meet with some. He would also constantly flirt with other women. He says that he has never cheated/committed infidelity on me. He has told me about his sex addictions from the past and says that he fights with it daily now. I believe that God is able to completely deliver him from this stronghold and give him eyes for me alone but he does not seem to believe that this is possible. I found out that he visits porn sites.
I do love my husband but I have issues with jealousy, control, and insecurity. I have not cheated on my husband and do not desire to. I have had inappropriate thoughts and conversation when we have trouble with our marriage. I want to live right. I don't want my marriage to end. I want God to fix, heal, deliver, and make me/my husband and our marriage completely whole.
My husband is experiencing a lot of anger and unforgiveness right now and this is something that he has dealt with even before me. I am experiencing a lot and I do mean a huge amount of hurt that affects my sleep, eating, and well-being. I believe that my husband is hurting too. I want us both to have the utmost respect for each other, for our marriage, and more importantly for God.
I would truly appreciate it if you all would intercede for a miracle to take place in our marriage.
God bless you all
My husband has filed for a divorce. He would sometimes find out about my spying—reading his diaries, reading his email, reading the cell phone log, reading his -banned site- messages, reading old notes, listening in on phone calls, reading his text messages... He says that I do not trust him and it hurts. I would find out that he was having inappropriate conversations with other women and making plans to meet with some. He would also constantly flirt with other women. He says that he has never cheated/committed infidelity on me. He has told me about his sex addictions from the past and says that he fights with it daily now. I believe that God is able to completely deliver him from this stronghold and give him eyes for me alone but he does not seem to believe that this is possible. I found out that he visits porn sites.
I do love my husband but I have issues with jealousy, control, and insecurity. I have not cheated on my husband and do not desire to. I have had inappropriate thoughts and conversation when we have trouble with our marriage. I want to live right. I don't want my marriage to end. I want God to fix, heal, deliver, and make me/my husband and our marriage completely whole.
My husband is experiencing a lot of anger and unforgiveness right now and this is something that he has dealt with even before me. I am experiencing a lot and I do mean a huge amount of hurt that affects my sleep, eating, and well-being. I believe that my husband is hurting too. I want us both to have the utmost respect for each other, for our marriage, and more importantly for God.
I would truly appreciate it if you all would intercede for a miracle to take place in our marriage.
God bless you all
