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Why doesn't God want to help me? I am saved, been baptized and even taught Sunday school for years. I used to sing in the choir, help with Bible school, the Youth group, the drama group and mind the nursery.
For the past few years it has been nothing but one financial or medical blow after another. I nearly died giving birth and my baby almost died. I lost my job. Bills piled up and though I prayed without fail it was all ignored. I lost my house to foreclosure and had to move. All my friends and neighbors and yes even my church family turned their backs on me just when I needed them most.
Still here I am - I've been praying for a miracle for months now and have only gotten deeper into the financial hole. I got a disconnect notice today from the electric company and have no way to meet their deadline. My heart has finally broken and I am giving up on God ever helping me. I don't think I can even show my face again in the house of God. The hardest part is hearing all the other wonderful things that God is doing in other people's lives and not knowing why He doesn't help me too.
For the past few years it has been nothing but one financial or medical blow after another. I nearly died giving birth and my baby almost died. I lost my job. Bills piled up and though I prayed without fail it was all ignored. I lost my house to foreclosure and had to move. All my friends and neighbors and yes even my church family turned their backs on me just when I needed them most.
Still here I am - I've been praying for a miracle for months now and have only gotten deeper into the financial hole. I got a disconnect notice today from the electric company and have no way to meet their deadline. My heart has finally broken and I am giving up on God ever helping me. I don't think I can even show my face again in the house of God. The hardest part is hearing all the other wonderful things that God is doing in other people's lives and not knowing why He doesn't help me too.

Your present sufferings will seem like a blink of an eye as you reap the rewards of your faithfulness in the presence of the King.