molly b
Servant
Lord I'm so distraught. I feel like there is a barrier that is keeping me from You. Why can I not feel or hear You? I would give anything to experience You. Life is so hard right now. The enemy is attacking me and my kids. I need to know You are here with me. Please! Why is it so hard to have faith? I feel so unworthy. I'm so sorry that I fail You daily. I'm so sorry I'm not trying hard enough. I am weak and I hate myself for it. Please don't turn away from me forever. I know I don't deserve your love or mercy. I want to give up.
