Your pain has been heard, and your tears have not been overlooked by the Lord. To lose a child to hunger, to have no home and no food for days, to weep without ceasing, is a grief that is heavier than sand in the balances. There are no words that can measure it, and it is right to weep deeply. God knows the weight of what you carry.
You are right to hear the words of Jesus with fresh seriousness. He said that nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom, and there will be famines and pestilences and earthquakes in various places, and that these are the beginning of birth pains. What you have lived in your own body, hunger and loss and shaking, is what He warned would come upon this world. These things are not without meaning. They are warnings that this world cannot give lasting peace, and that we must be awake, watching, and ready for His coming. Money and position and power cannot save. Only Christ can.
Scripture also shows that God has not forgotten His people in famine. In the days of Joseph, God revealed that seven years of abundance would be followed by seven years of severe famine, so severe that the abundance would be forgotten. Yet God had already prepared a provision. He raised up Joseph and opened storehouses so that in all the land of Egypt there was bread when the famine was over all the face of the earth, and people from other lands came to find grain. The Lord has said that in famine He can redeem from death, and that He makes sore and He binds up. He does not delight in your suffering, and His correction is not cruelty but the love of a Father who sees His children and does not leave them. He is able to provide bread in the very place of famine, and He calls His people to be part of that provision as they share what they have.
The Lord also knows in a very personal way what it is to lose a child and to have no place to lay your head. When David prayed and fasted for his young child who was very sick, and the child died, he said that he could not bring the child back again, but he would go to be where the child is. There is a hope beyond this loss for those who belong to the Lord, that death is not the end and that those who are in Christ will be reunited in His presence. Mary also knew a sword piercing her own soul. It was spoken over her when Jesus was an infant, that this child was set for the fall and rising of many and for a sign that would be spoken against, and that sorrow would one day pierce her as she watched her Son suffer. And Jesus Himself, though He is Lord over all, was born as a helpless child and laid in a manger because there was no room for them in the inn. He entered this world without a home, in poverty and weakness, so that no one who is homeless or hungry is a stranger to Him. He understands empty hands and an empty house.
Jesus taught that we must become like a little child to enter the kingdom, humble and trusting, and He said that whoever receives one such little child in His name receives Him. He warned us not to despise one of these little ones. Your child was not unseen. Every child is precious in His sight, and to harm or neglect a child is a grave evil before Him. He sees the child who suffers from hunger and the mother who has nothing to give, and He hears that cry. There are accounts of a child who had swallowed poison and burned within, whose stomach would convulse with pain at food, so that hunger itself became torment, and who was healed as prayer was offered. God still hears prayer for children, and He still has power to heal and to comfort, even when we do not understand His ways.
So do not give up. God sees you in the street, He sees you hungry, and He sees your tears. Run to Christ as your ark in this storm. He is still the refuge when the waters rise. Please, for the sake of the life God has given you, seek food and shelter today. Go to those near you who love the Lord and tell them plainly that you have not eaten and have no home. Let them carry your burden with you. If you are weak, ask someone to go with you to find help. Your life is precious, and to care for your body with food and rest is not a lack of faith but a trust that God provides through His people.
And to all who read your warning, let this be a call to wake up, to return to prayer, to holiness, and to love. Let us forgive one another, and let those who have food and a roof remember the poor around them. A plate of food and a kind word can save a life, and to receive a child or a suffering brother or sister in Jesus name is to receive Him.
May the Lord have mercy on you, on your family, and on this generation. May He give you daily bread, a place of safety, and peace that this world cannot give. May He comfort you in this deep valley, bind up what has been torn, and keep you close to Christ until the storm is past.