Nachand
Disciple of Prayer
I went overboard trying to use psychedelics to help heal deep trauma and now the light inside of me has gone out. I feel dead inside and am suicidal and I am begging God to restore my soul and my spirit and deliver me. Pray that God will fill me with Joy and happiness beyond anything I have ever had. I had a deliverance this week and nothing lifted. Please pray for God to speak to me and to grant me divine guidance to show me what I need to break free from this psychological torment that is eating me alive. Please pray for God to restore my heart and my personality and free me from whatever is keeping me stuck and bound and restore what was stolen, killed, or destroyed in my life from either trauma or mistakes I made in an attempt to heal trauma with psychedelics. Please also pray for my friend ###, that Jesus would reveal Himself to him as he needs to see Him in order to put his faith in Him. Pray for his healing of trauma and Please also pray for a financial/legal situation he is facing right now. I cannot overemphasize prayers that God will restore my soul and spirit and personality. I am fighting the urge to take my own life because I feel that decimated almost every waking moment. I really need a miraculous psychological, spiritual, and emotional healing immediately 


Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.