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Fort-zeal
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In dire need of the power of prayer. I truly need, and desire to be happily married to my wife of nine years, but the trials and tribulations we seem to encounter over and over are becoming overwhelming. I have turned from a confident hardworking young man to an insecure boy it seems in the past few years. Uncertain of things I have no physical proof of, but people telling me things and when I bring it up it's disregarded. A past I had no issue with leaving alone now surrounds me almost daily because we just recently moved back to her hometown and she is spending a lot of time with old friends physically and on -banned site- now. I'm on the road a lot so I don't get the chance to interact as a couple with that history and I'm finding out more and more about that history that makes me extremely uncomfortable. The last thing I want to do is be controlling, but I have respecfully cut ties with all my ex-girlfriends for the comfort of my wife, and now I'm expected to be friends with hers. The affection, cute love, smiles, a lot has seemed to almost go away in relation to the current event.
Please Lord, help me.
Please Lord, help me.
