Ugly Duckling

[Magdalyn]

My whole life i was told i was ugly-hard to look at, haggard, look like a peice of sh*%...these are quotes that i've heard.

So as I discovered make-up I wore it more and more- people thought I was pretty - even beautiful!

But as soon as the see me with it off- I'm again and always the ugly duckling- they see my real blemished skin, my purple undereye bags, my light eyebrows and lashes - not the porceline complexion, the dark eyes and rosey cheeks....the quotes turned to "she looks so gross and different without make-up- I can't even look at her"

I still struggle soooo bad- I am a single mom now waiting and praying for a christian husband for almost 7yrs now and i am still at war with my reflection- I can't leave the house without make up on and it makes me cry- will I ever be able to have a husband-could i really let him see me without it- is this apart of Gods plan?

all i see around me is normal and beautiful people that don't look as hard as me- why am i different and what can i do?

am I just gonna stay a lonely ugly duckling?????

 

[JJ.]

Dear Heavenly Father, please comfort your daughter. Make all the pride people and all the gossipers fall, because they are two-faces, backstabers, they are concided and they are foolish. and those people have made your daughter sad and now she thinks that she is ugly!!! i feel SICK! why would these people be so foolish to even think these things! anyways, Lord, help your daughter to find the "one". Please let it be as soon as possible Lord. Out of all the people choose the one that is right her your daughter. Let your daughter feel peace and love with you. Let her come here more often and to jion here, so we, her true friends, can help her with you along the way... she thinks she is ugly, but her soul is more beautiful than even the gorgeous people at image. let her know God that she is NOT ugly, and that she should NEVER listen to those type of cruel people again because they chop on other people to feel whole. She is NOT A LONELY UGLY DUCKLING!!! So let her know that. give her patience and faith. let her be closer to you...in Jesus name, AMEN!!!

 

[godisgreat]

Dear Lord,

I lift up this child to you today to heal her spirit. Lord we pray that Madalyn will see her inward beauty and stop letting her worth be judged on an outward appearance. Even the most beautiful women lose their looks with age. Touch this child and heal her heart. Touch her face so that when she smiles she is radiant as the sun. Lord, I also pray that you send her a suitable mate that is of the faith. I pray you pour a spiritual blessing upon this guest. In your holy name. Amen