Troubled

[EAndersen]

I continue to pray for guidance and protection. I at least wasn't stressing every day, and was just waiting for a job to come along or some opportunities to come up; but lately I've been having vivid dreams of everything I've lost, and that I'd have it back, and throughout the day I've been having uncontrollable thoughts of the same. I want these thoughts gone. When I awake from such a good dream and realize that I have none of it, I just want to go back to sleep and waste the day away. I ask for a job, or a career, or for financial help, for a new found love, for anything God just let opportunities come along. Maybe these dreams are a sign that these things will come back, but I'm not going to look into it. Whatever is meant to be, let it be God, just be with me and watch over me. As always I apologize for my sins, and I thank you for the family that I do have, the skills you've given me, and the beautiful region that I live in. Amen.

 

[Articles]

May God hear your request and grant it according to his will. In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[Tim]

Maybe the lord is trying to tell you not to worrie you will have it back.. just a thought. lord i pray you work in my brothers life. give him clarity on these visions he is having, guide and protect him in Jesus name AMEN

 

[EAndersen]

I've been doing really well lately at not thinking about it at all, and even with the dreams starting and ending my days I'm still doing pretty well at not letting it stress me out. Maybe you're right, maybe it's a sign, or maybe it's nothing. I'm not going to worry about it, I'm leaving that up to God.

 

[EAndersen]

I just want to put my problems behind me but they keep clawing their way back into my life... I'm losing sight of where I'm going or what I want or what to do anymore. There's never any right decision anymore...