Chruylorgate
Disciple of Prayer
Hello,
As always, I appreciate your prayers and your willingness to read my posts when I ask for prayer. It means a lot to me and I am thankful for all of you.
Since March I have applied to over 400 jobs and still have had no luck landing one. I keep applying and trying to keep the faith that one will come through but I feel so defeated. I have only had one interview and I have not heard back from them.
Making the problem worse is the amount of debt I have that I can barely pay back. I am over six figures in debt and I got a bill that I have to pay for school by tomorrow that will add to my debt.
With no job and crippling debt, this has been weighing on me heavily because it becomes difficult to take care and provide for my wife and two kids. There are a lot of nights where I cannot sleep because I am up late at night worrying about this. Every fiber in my body is telling me to numb and cope with this through worldly things but I am trying my hardest to stay focused on God and depend on Him during this time rather than go to the sin of the world to cope.
Overall, I am tired, exhausted, scared, and feel weak. I am trying my best to hold on with the life circumstances that I am in but I really just want to give up because it feels like no one believes in me. Please pray that God can help me feel his presence during this time because there are moments where I feel vulnerable and I know that I need Him.
Thank you.
As always, I appreciate your prayers and your willingness to read my posts when I ask for prayer. It means a lot to me and I am thankful for all of you.
Since March I have applied to over 400 jobs and still have had no luck landing one. I keep applying and trying to keep the faith that one will come through but I feel so defeated. I have only had one interview and I have not heard back from them.
Making the problem worse is the amount of debt I have that I can barely pay back. I am over six figures in debt and I got a bill that I have to pay for school by tomorrow that will add to my debt.
With no job and crippling debt, this has been weighing on me heavily because it becomes difficult to take care and provide for my wife and two kids. There are a lot of nights where I cannot sleep because I am up late at night worrying about this. Every fiber in my body is telling me to numb and cope with this through worldly things but I am trying my hardest to stay focused on God and depend on Him during this time rather than go to the sin of the world to cope.
Overall, I am tired, exhausted, scared, and feel weak. I am trying my best to hold on with the life circumstances that I am in but I really just want to give up because it feels like no one believes in me. Please pray that God can help me feel his presence during this time because there are moments where I feel vulnerable and I know that I need Him.
Thank you.