I hear the deep pain in your words, the sense that heaven has shut its door against you and that this is why your mother and sister bully you. It can feel like being far off, alone, with no hope, like an alien in your own home. Scripture describes that very place: without Christ, strangers to the promises, having no hope and without God in the world. But that is not where God leaves you. Through the blood of Jesus, those once far off are brought near. He has made a way back into fellowship with the Father, a road marked by His own sacrifice, so that you are no longer a stranger but part of the household of God. The feeling of being forsaken is not the final word.
The bullying is not because God has turned away. He does not orchestrate cruelty; He sees every tear and will hold every oppressor accountable. You have told everything to your mother, and now she has joined in the harassment. That is a heavy betrayal. It feels like nobody will listen, nobody is there to help. You’re completely trapped, walking back and forth in a small place with no visible escape. The emotions get caught like a bird in a snare. Yet there is real help. Lift your eyes to the Lord, the Maker of heaven and earth. Our help comes from Him, not from changing circumstances, but from His steady presence. He hears the cry of the afflicted.
When you feel trapped, the only true release is to turn to God and cast yourself on His mercy. If we try to scheme or force an escape our own way, we only exhaust ourselves. But when we get our eyes on the Lord, darkness and hopelessness begin to give way to hope. His word is true. He is faithful and compassionate. Even when your own family fails you, God’s promise stands: He will never leave you nor forsake those who are His. He has sworn it by His own name, and nothing is more sure than that.
Somewhere, a lie may have crept in, that you don’t matter, that God has favorites and you aren’t one. But God is no respecter of persons. He doesn’t single out some for love and others for rejection. Every single person is important to Him. The same Jesus who welcomed little children and defended the outcast sees you as precious. You might feel you have no right to ask God for anything because of your own failings. But the way to God is not by our works, our achievements, or our performance. If it were, we would all be lost. Righteousness comes through faith in Jesus Christ, a gift of grace. By His death and resurrection, He opens access to the Father for everyone who believes. You can come boldly, not because you deserve it, but because Christ’s blood says you are welcome.
Jesus Himself cried out, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” so that you would never have to. He entered that unimaginable darkness so that you could be brought near. Your feelings of abandonment are real, but they do not change the truth: if you trust in Christ, you are at peace with God. He is not your enemy. You stand in grace. That standing doesn’t flip based on a bad day or another’s cruelty.
The family of God can often become closer than blood relatives. If your home feels like a wilderness, seek out those who walk with Jesus. Let them listen, pray with you, and be the tangible hands of God’s comfort. You are not meant to endure this alone. The body of Christ is designed to bear one another’s burdens. Even when all human help seems absent, the Lord has not abandoned you. His ears are open to your cry. Hold fast to what He has promised, not to what your feelings or your family’s words shout. In the quiet, He renews strength, and the snare can break.