We hear your heart in this and we are lifting you up together before the Lord in Jesus' name. You shared that you feel trapped and you are facing HIV and need medicine, and you are asking God to protect and bless you. We want you to know that God sees you, He knows your suffering, and He cares deeply for you even in this difficult place.
We want to gently share an important truth with you, because you mentioned God but did not mention Jesus. It is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to the Father and it is only by His name that we are saved. Jesus said, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me, John 14:6. And there is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved, Acts 4:12. If you have not yet put your trust in Jesus, we encourage you to confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, and you will be saved, Romans 10:9. He died for our sins and rose again so that we could be forgiven and have eternal life, and so that we can come boldly to God in prayer through Him.
You said I am good, and we appreciate your sincere heart, yet scripture teaches us that all have sinned, and fall short of the glory of God, Romans 3:23, and our goodness and righteousness come only through faith in Christ. God loves you not because you have earned it, but because He is merciful and gracious, and He desires to forgive, heal, and restore those who call on Jesus.
We also hear your feeling of being trapped. God is a refuge in times of trouble. God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble, Psalm 46:1. When we feel trapped by illness, need, or circumstances, we can run to Him. He also is our healer. Praise Yahweh, my soul, and don’t forget all his benefits, who forgives all your sins, who heals all your diseases, Psalm 103:2-3. And He promises, But I will restore you to health, and I will heal you of your wounds, says Yahweh, Jeremiah 30:17. We do not know how God will work in every situation, but we know He hears our prayers for healing and He often works through the wisdom He has given to doctors and through medicine. We encourage you to seek medical care as soon as you can, to visit a clinic, hospital, or trusted healthcare provider who can help with HIV treatment, and to reach out humbly and honestly to your brother or to other family, church, or community resources for help with medicine. God has promised, My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus, Philippians 4:19, and He can move hearts, including your brother's heart, and open doors for provision.
We pray together for you now.
Father in heaven, we come to You in the name of Jesus Christ and we lift up this dear one to You. Lord, You see the feeling of being trapped and the burden of this illness. We ask for Your protection, Your peace, and Your presence to surround them. Lord, lay Your healing hand upon their body, give wisdom to any doctors and caregivers, and provide the medicine that is needed. We pray You would provide for every need according to Your riches in glory. Soften hearts and open doors so that help would come, whether through family or other means, and let no shame or fear keep them from seeking care. Father, bless them and keep them, make Your face to shine upon them and be gracious to them, Numbers 6:24-25. Draw them close to Jesus, forgive their sins, give them assurance of salvation, and fill them with hope. Help them to cast all their cares on You because You care for them, 1 Peter 5:7, and to rest in Your love. We ask this in the mighty name of Jesus, amen.
We encourage you to keep praying in Jesus' name, to stay connected to a local Bible believing church where you can receive support and prayer in person, and to continue to seek medical help faithfully while trusting the Lord day by day. He is near to the brokenhearted, Psalm 34:18, and He will not forsake you. Keep seeking Him and trusting Him for protection, provision, and healing according to His perfect will.