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Almighty Father in Heaven, I praise you Lord and I worship your Holy name. I thank you for all the blessings that you have bestowed upon us. I thank you for letting me experience all the pains and the hurts that I am suffering right now coz it has been an instrument for me to become much more closer to you and I believe that it will help me become a better and a stronger person. Forgive me Lord for the times that I feel so weak because of all my problems and for the times that I fall and hurt you again. Lord, here I am once again asking for your mercy. Please grant me the grace of complete healing and total recovery from my illness so that I can take better care of my son who still needs me, specially now that my husband has rejected me for another woman and abandoned us because of my health condition. Please give me the chance to live longer for my son, please give me the chance to see him grow, and a chance to serve you Lord. Just a while ago, my husband approached me coz he wanted to talk about the annulment of marriage that he filed in court, as I look at his face bluntly telling me that he is no longer interested in our family and that he wanted to have another life with the other woman, my heart was filled with so much pain and I just controlled myself to not break into tears in front of him. I just asked myself, how can this person who happens to be the man I married to spend the rest of my life with and the father of my only son, can be so heartless and can hurt me and my son so badly? Lord, I know all of these are part of your plans for my life and you have your own purpose. Lord I pray for you to give me the strength and the courage to fight this battle with my health and my marriage. The coming days will be very hard for me and very painful because of my husbands publicly displaying of adultery. Please Lord, help me to endure all of these. I ask you to grant me the grace of patience, understanding and forgiveness. For I don't want to carry hatred inside my heart for all the pains that my husband and his other woman has caused me and my son. Please grant me the grace of complete healing and let me be an instrument for my husband to know You and to turn away from the sins that he commited. I surrender to you everything Lord, my health, my marriage, my family, everything that I do and everything that I have. In Jesus Holy name, Amen.