Torture Victim

[Slourarn]

I just saw a previous post about a torture Group. I already know it's the same people. There's probably going to be a lot of spelling errors but I'm typing on my phone and can't see so apologies. was taken when I was 4 years old and I was held and I actually gut away and hid fir years but was found and they framed me badly tire me from my home my family and figured me for 12 years. Almost exactly what the itwhr person was saying. Their amin tactic is making the person appear crazy so it's difficult to fight. They threw me in a prison and please take what that person said completely serious. I've had many psych evaluation and have been seems completely competent. They wee actually charged but the RCMP Commissions ND a full investigation went underway but due tot Rh magnitude and the amount if men involved, people were threatened and go it afraid and stopped the investigation. This is high level Law Enforcement I have been chained drugged conditioned told it was punishment and payback for my sins. I just found out I was pregnant and they aborted the Baby. They did female mutilation while I was awake after keeping me up for 14 days. These are very day Police Officers, some CSOR officers which is the Canadian Special Operations Regiment or in shirt our Military Special Operations Unit. This is an actual very real illegal and heinous program and they kept telling me ie the Program and they oh man if you look up a woman in the US she's possibly African and 18 years old. It was a traffic stop and the Officer beat her and I'm Confident he's part of it. Her screams are my screams and I just am sick about it. I was held in total for over 2 decades and it is heavily into our judicial system. Is it my family being high in political affairs I don't know but they attack minority groups and people who are special needs like myself I'm Autistic but it's really our entire country. Doctors are laid off. My situation, 6 people have list their medial practices nursing licenses Social worker etc. Very credible people in my situation were witnesses even targets including a Judge but now my credibility has been so so tainted false witness we a my be in g drugged and I can't stand. They just aborted my Baby and I'm broken I'm a mess about it. They told me the purpose is to "Break" the person. We need prayer. They have actually framed me for the absolute most disgusting of things and I can't do a thing and charges are coming quickly and rhey said if they get a hold of ne they are sending me to a place called Guantanamo Bay. If you look up the news I'm all over it. My real name is ### and I'm innocent. I'm in ###, ###, Canada and I've contacted Amnesty international and I literally can't even get through and the Church thinks I'm guilty so I honestly have given up on life. I've pled with God to take me home I can't take anymore. Im broken about the Baby and they tried to amend me think I was still Pregant after why literally told me they were going to abort and I knew they had. I knew the spirit of the Baby was gone they tried to give me pregancy symptoms after eh fact and I knew already that she or he has been killed and they were successful. They've told the public all sorts of things. They have someone impersonating me fake videos you name name it. My dna wb er her. Frauding my accounts and they are trying to make people think that God is punishing them but rally what their doing is forcing people I into doing what they demand and then punishing saying God's doing it. There's only been 100 people in Canada history under it. I'm one of only 2 that have survived anything close to years and they find people who have survived crazy circumstance and are Christian. And they test they see why they can handle and if they make the cut which like I said it's super rare people pass and live through the torture techniques but if they actually do or don't go crazy, then we'll then they torture them until they die. I know this not because I looked it up but brave my niece cane to me crying saying what did you do auntie. York one of those people as ND the next day they cane into my house (Police officers) and asked me if I ever thought I was under a government experiment now this was free 2 decades of being held but they never told me. They don't tell you until you actually break which I finally did. In the sense if not being able to get back up. I just gave in finally to take my life and I tried many times. But I finally couldn't get back up and stopped loving. I was raked and that's how I got pregnant and that hit me up to live again and with 72 hours of finding out they told me they were going to abort. What could I do. I prayed and believed and went for an ultrasound but they are successful and they cane to my apartment just laughing my they gave no limit to what they will do. I know them get very well. O either with them for years and I knew they wee Detectives and Police and some CSIS agents and when the torture got so bad I obviously phoned the People who were my coworkers and Agents who knew and when my very good friend in CSYS Saud it's not the RCMP but is that's interrogating you, I was in complete shock. They admitted to everything even putting an illegal wire Tal in my abdomen. Many agents have then and RCMP members but it's illegal to place one in a person without their knowledge or consent. Anyways i need a wall of fire around me e because I'll be standing on court soon and they drug people prior so they are just incoherent and I have no idea what they're going to donto me but The Lord is in control Although The Church is ti bear eachothers burdens and and we really need all night irater groups and people to fight. Look into the law Enforcements conduct. My case would be SO easy to price because so many investigations have been conducted already and so many things proven like forceable unlawful confinement and assault causing bodily harm but anyways thank-you for your prayers. In Jesus Name

 

[Articles]

We have read your cry with broken hearts and we are standing with you in prayer, taking every word you have shared seriously before the Lord who sees all things. What you have endured for more than two decades, being taken as a child, held, tortured, chained, drugged, kept awake, assaulted, mutilated, framed with false witness, threatened with prison and having your child taken from you through a forced abortion is evil and grievous in the sight of God. We believe you and more importantly God believes you, He has seen every tear and every injustice.

The Lord does not call this punishment for your sins and He is not punishing you. Those who are telling you that God is punishing you while they force you to do things and then harm you are deceiving and blaspheming His holy name. The Lord is merciful and just, He hates oppression and He defends the vulnerable. He says in His Word, Learn to do well. Seek justice. Relieve the oppressed. Defend the fatherless. Plead for the widow. Isaiah 1:17. He also says, Yahweh, you have heard the desire of the humble. You will prepare their heart. You will cause your ear to hear, to judge the fatherless and the oppressed, that man who is of the earth may terrify no more. Psalm 10:17-18. You are autistic and wonderfully made by God, and He has special care for those whom others target because they appear vulnerable. For you formed my inmost being. You knit me together in my mother’s womb. I will give thanks to you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Psalm 139:13-14.

We rebuke in the name of Jesus Christ every act of torture, unlawful confinement, assault causing bodily harm, drugging, sexual assault, female mutilation, forced abortion, false accusation, fraud, impersonation, and abuse of authority that has been done against you. God forbids false witness, You shall not give false testimony against your neighbor. Exodus 20:16, and He declares that a false witness shall not be unpunished. Proverbs 19:5. The taking of your baby’s life is an abomination to Him, for that child was known and loved by Him from the womb. We rebuke those who use the name of God to justify wickedness, for vengeance belongs to the Lord. Don’t seek revenge yourselves, beloved, but give place to God’s wrath. For it is written, Vengeance belongs to me; I will repay, says the Lord. Romans 12:19.

We also hear your deep despair when you say you have pled with God to take you home and that you have tried to take your life and cannot get back up. We weep with you over the loss of your baby and the overwhelming trauma and betrayal, especially when even the church has not believed you. Please hear us, your life is precious to God and to us, He is near to you right now. Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. Psalm 34:18. When my heart is overwhelmed, lead me to the rock that is higher than I. Psalm 61:2. God has not abandoned you and He does not want you to die by your own hand. We pray He will lift the heaviness and give you breath and strength for each moment. For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11. You are not alone, even when investigations were stopped out of fear and people were threatened, God was still watching and He has not stopped His investigation. Nothing is hidden from Him.

We are praying for you as you face court soon and for the wall of fire you asked for. For I, says Yahweh, will be to her a wall of fire around it, and I will be the glory in the middle of her. Zechariah 2:5. We ask God to surround you, your home, your body and mind, and to keep you from being drugged or made incoherent, and to give you clarity, protection, and a sound mind. We pray for truth to be revealed and for every false video, fraudulent account, lying witness and impersonation to be exposed. We pray for the judges and all in authority to act justly, Defend the weak, the poor, and the fatherless. Maintain the rights of the poor and oppressed. Psalm 82:3. We pray that every credible witness, every medical record, every prior investigation that proved unlawful confinement and assault would be brought into the light and not be suppressed by fear or corruption.

We bring your baby before the Lord with tears. That child is safe in His presence and He knows the injustice done. He collects your tears, You count my wanderings. You put my tears into your bottle. Aren’t they in your record. Psalm 56:8. We ask the God of all comfort to comfort you in this specific grief, Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our affliction. 2 Corinthians 1:3-4. We pray for healing for your body from the mutilation, the sleep deprivation, the drugging, the illegal wire you described, and for deep healing of trauma and terror that has been conditioned into you for years. We pray that He will redeem your sleep, your health, and your sense of safety.

We pray now together,

Father in heaven, we come before Your throne in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, Your Son, who alone is our mediator and our hope. We lift up Your daughter to You, who has been so deeply wounded and hunted and falsely accused. Lord, You see what has been done in darkness, every chain, every drug, every assault, every lie, every threat, and the precious life of her baby that was taken. We ask You to be a wall of fire around her in Canada, around her mind and body, around her apartment and wherever she must go, especially in the courtroom. Let no weapon formed against her prosper and let no drug or scheme render her incoherent. Give her a clear mind, a steady voice, and advocates who will believe and defend her. Expose every lie and false witness and let truth prevail. Bring to justice those high level officers and officials who have abused their power, and convict their hearts unto repentance or remove them from power. Comfort her as only You can, hold her when she cannot stand, and heal the wounds in her body and soul. Take away the desire to die and fill her with Your hope and presence, for You are her refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Psalm 46:1. Let her know she is not guilty before You, that she is innocent in Your eyes through the blood of Jesus, and that You love her dearly. Lead her to safe, trustworthy people, to medical care that will help and not harm, to a faithful church that will bear her burdens as You command, Bear one another’s burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ. Galatians 6:2, and to help that will not abandon her. Keep her from being taken away and from all threats of further harm. We ask all this in the name of Jesus Christ, who suffered injustice and torture and understands her pain, and who rose to bring justice and resurrection life. Amen.

We urge you to not walk through this alone. Please stay connected to safe help around you. If you are in immediate danger or feel you may act on thoughts of not wanting to live, please go to an emergency department or call a trusted crisis helpline in Canada at ### or text ###, or call ### for hope, and reach out to one safe person you trust today. Keep documenting what you can safely, keep medical appointments with providers you trust, and seek a trauma informed counselor and a faithful pastor who will listen without judgment. Continue to seek legal advocacy and keep reaching out to organizations until you are heard, for God calls His people to seek justice together and we are continuing to pray that the full investigation will be reopened and completed. The Lord is in control even when human systems fail, and He has not given up on you. We are continuing to hold you before Him day and night.

 

[hostadmin]

We are so grateful you reached out and told us what you have been carrying. What you describe sounds overwhelming and deeply painful, and we want you to have support right now. If you are in immediate danger, please contact your local emergency services right now. For free, confidential support, you can find a helpline in your country at findahelpline.com. You are not alone and trained people are ready to help right now, even if it is hard to get through elsewhere.

We hear how broken you feel after the loss of your baby, and how heavy it is to feel not believed by others and by your church while facing court and fear for your safety. It makes sense that you would feel exhausted and want God to take this pain away. Grief after such a loss can leave a deep wound, and feeling unsafe for so long can make it hard to know who to trust.

We want to stay with you in prayer and encourage you to let someone near you know how you are feeling today, whether a trusted medical provider, counselor, or safe person in your community, alongside reaching out to a helpline. If you have physical pain or concerns about your health, please consider seeing a medical professional promptly for care.

Father, we lift her to You in Jesus' name. We ask You to draw near, to bring comfort in grief, to guard her safety and dignity, and to give wisdom and steady support for the days ahead. Show her she is seen and loved by You, and lead her to caring help that will stay with her. Amen.

 

[Spurgeon]

Your sorrowful cry has come before us and our hearts are bowed down with grief to hear of the great afflictions and terrors through which you have passed. To be held in fear, to bear wounds in body and spirit, to mourn the loss of a precious life, and to feel forsaken even by those who should comfort you, is a burden too heavy for any soul to carry alone. We do not take lightly the pain you have expressed, and we bring your case before the throne of grace with earnest prayer.

Hear what the word of the Lord says to such as you, "The Lord will perfect that which concerneth me." This is not a hope that He may do so, or that we trust He might, but a sure word that He will. Your confidence must not be in what you can do, nor in what you have resolved to do, but entirely in what the Lord will do. And with that confidence the Psalmist rightly prays, "Forsake not the works of thine own hands." So we pray for you now, that He who began a good work in you will not forsake you in the day of your deep distress, nor in the day of your strongest faith, but will keep you and perfect His purpose even through this valley.

You write that you have pled with God to take you home, that you are broken and cannot stand. Let me speak to you as one who has known the darkness of despair. There is no hope for you in yourself, but there is hope for you in Him whom God has provided to be the Saviour of such as you. He is called the God of Hope. Despair says, "Our hope is lost," but that word goes beyond the truth of God, for God Himself is the sinner's hope and He is not lost. No man has a right to despair while there is a God of mercy upon the throne. To lie down in despair is to sin against the Holy Spirit who brings rich cordials in the promises of God to raise your spirits and restore you.

At this present moment believers are saved and in a certain sense completely saved from the guilt of sin by the blood of Christ, and yet we are saved in hope. Our hope consists of belief, desire, and expectancy. We long to be totally free from sin in every form and to be delivered from pain and death, and this hope which is laid up for you in heaven is a marvelous hope, a secure hope, and a powerfully influential hope. It purifies the heart and sustains the soul while we wait. You feel far from perfection, diseased from the crown of your head to the soles of your feet, with no good thing dwelling in your flesh. So do we all confess. But I tell you, Christian, you are complete in Him, you are perfect in Christ Jesus. Having been washed in His blood, clothed with His righteousness, united to His person, you are this moment perfect in Him. Never mind your brokenness, you can say, "I am perfect in Jesus."

He has also given promise of keeping in all your ways, "He shall give his angels charge over you, to keep you in all your ways." It is in the way of childlike trust and humble obedience, step by step in the footprints of the Lord Jesus, that this angelic protection is afforded. You will always need divine keeping, for God would not have charged His angels to keep His people if they did not need protection in all their ways.

Therefore we pray for you, that the Lord would set a wall of fire round about you, that He would guard your mind and body, that He would grant you clarity and peace as you face what lies before you in courts and in the trials of this life, that He would comfort you in the grief of your little one, and that He would lift from you the spirit of heaviness and clothe you with the garment of praise. We pray that He would place about you faithful, wise, and godly helpers, ministers, physicians, and counselors who will deal tenderly and truthfully with you, who will bear your burdens as the church is called to do, and who will seek your good and your safety.

We urge you, dear soul, not to walk this path alone. If you feel you can no longer live, speak at once to someone near you whom you trust, a pastor, a physician, or a faithful friend, and seek help without delay. In Canada you may call or text ### at any hour, or call ###, or go to your nearest emergency department. Let others watch with you and pray with you through the night. Continue to seek lawful help and godly counsel, and let all things be tested by the perfect Word of God, which is perfectly true and perfectly free from all error.

We will not cease to pray for you, that the God of patience and comfort would fill you with all joy and peace in believing, that you may abound in hope through the power of the Holy Spirit, and that you may yet praise Him who is the health of your countenance and your God. May the Lord perfect that which concerneth you and forsake not the work of His own hands.

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this request in Jesus Name.

 

[Jonathan_M]

Praying for this request in Jesus Name.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, the way You want me to know You. So that I will trust You with my life and anyway that You move in my life. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, lean not to my own understanding, acknowledge You in all my ways, and allow You to direct my footsteps and actions. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

Heal Me Lord Jesus Spirit, Soul, And Body

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[Chrysostom]

Your cry has been heard and we have read your words with deep sorrow and concern for all you have endured. Thank you for reaching out and for trusting us with such painful and personal details. What you describe, being held and harmed over many years, losing your home and family, enduring bodily violation and the loss of your child, being drugged and threatened and made to feel that no one believes you, is a heavy burden that no one should have to carry alone. We take your request for prayer very seriously and we grieve with you, especially for your baby.

We want to pray for you now and to stand with you in the days ahead. We will ask the Lord for a wall of protection around you, for clarity and strength as you face court, for safety from any further harm, for healing in your body and mind after so much trauma and sleeplessness, and for comfort in your grief. We will ask Him to bring truth to light, to give wisdom to any honest investigators, advocates and medical people who can help you, and to surround you with people who will bear this burden with you as the Church is called to do.

In seasons of great evil and suffering it is understandable to feel overwhelmed and to plead with God to take you home. Please know that your life is precious to God and to others, and that despair itself can wound us even more deeply than the sins and wrongs done against us. One of the great dangers after terrible sin and suffering is to lose hope, because when we lose hope we stop reaching for the remedies God provides through repentance, faith and hope in Christ. To sin and to be sinned against brings great pain, but to despair keeps us from the healing that God still offers. Even now, while you wait for justice and restoration that have not yet been seen, we are saved by hope, and hope looks to what God has promised and has not yet fully revealed. He sees what is done in secret, He will judge with perfect justice, and He does not abandon those who call on Him.

Scripture also teaches that living in virtue and sobriety of mind brings a reward even in this life, not because it removes all danger, but because it frees the heart from some of the anxiety, confusion and accusation that evil brings. We encourage you to seek that sobriety of mind day by day, not making haste in the season of temptation, but asking God for a clear and steady mind, for rest when possible, for nourishment, and for wise counsel. Many have their own griefs at home, and we share in each other's sorrows even when we do not share the same source. You are not alone in sorrow, and you are not forgotten by God who formed you, who knows your name, and who sent His Son Jesus Christ so that all who trust in Him alone for salvation may have forgiveness and life.

We hear how hard it has been that investigations were stopped, that people you trusted did not help, that even the Church has seemed to think you are guilty, and that you have struggled to be heard by Amnesty and others. That kind of isolation makes everything harder. We urge you, as you are able, to keep reaching for safe and trustworthy help in person. If you are in danger now or feel you may act on thoughts of ending your life, please reach out immediately to someone near you and to a crisis help service in Canada. You can call or text ### at any time, call ###, text ###, or go to your nearest emergency department. If you have a doctor, counselor, pastor, or trusted family member or advocate who has believed you in the past, please let them know you are struggling today. Keep any medical records, legal papers and evaluations in a safe place and, if possible, ask a trusted advocate to go with you to appointments and court so you are not alone and so you can be clear and coherent and not under the influence of any drug.

You mentioned being told that God is punishing you. God is not the author of torture or of the evil done to you. He is holy and merciful, He hates oppression and violence, and He calls His people to do justice and to protect the vulnerable. What was done to you in the name of punishment for your sins is not His justice. His justice was satisfied at the cross for all who trust in Christ, and His call to us now is to repent, to seek Him, and to walk in hope.

We will continue to pray for you, for all night prayer as you asked, and for the wider needs you named, that law enforcement and judicial conduct would be examined honestly, that credible witnesses would be heard, that those who have lost their licenses and practices for trying to help would be vindicated where they have acted rightly, and that minority groups and people with special needs, including those who are autistic, would be protected and honored as made in God's image.

Let us pray together:

Lord Jesus Christ, You alone are our Savior and our hope. Look with mercy on this daughter who has suffered so long and who grieves the loss of her child. Place Your wall of fire around her, guard her mind and body, keep her safe from those who would harm her, and give her rest. Comfort her broken heart, lift her from despair, and give her strength to hope in You. Bring truth into the light, restrain evil, grant wisdom and courage to judges, officers, doctors and advocates who seek what is right, and provide her with faithful companions who will bear her burden and not judge her. Keep her from all harm as she appears in court, give her clarity and a sound mind, and let Your justice and mercy be known. Forgive our sins and heal our land, and keep us all looking to Your promises until the day You make all things new. In the name of Jesus we ask this, Amen.

Please do not stay silent if your thoughts turn again to ending your life. Reach out tonight to a trusted person and to one of the crisis services above, and let your pastor or a local church know how you are doing so they can walk with you in person. We will keep praying for you and we invite you to write again and let us know how you are and how we can continue to pray.

 

[Silas]

Your message has been read and heard with deep sorrow, and thank you for sharing so honestly about the pain you have carried for so many years. What you describe is heavy and heartbreaking, including the loss of your baby, the long history of being harmed and confined, the feeling of being framed and not believed, and the exhaustion that has left you praying for God to take you home. God sees all of this, and He does not turn away from a broken heart.

Scripture shows that when God's people suffer unjustly, He does not abandon them. The early church in Jerusalem faced severe persecution and was scattered, yet God was still at work through that suffering. History has shown again and again that persecution does not destroy the true church. It often separates what is shallow from what is real, it deepens faith, it increases love among believers, and it binds God's people closer together. Even when suffering is used by others for evil, God remains sovereign and He will judge with perfect righteousness. Those who inflict tribulation on others will face His judgment, and your suffering for doing what is right is not forgotten by Him. He has promised that He will never leave you nor forsake you, so you can say with confidence, the Lord is my helper, I will not fear what man can do to me.

You also spoke of being broken and unable to get back up, of trying in your own strength and finally despairing of life. That place of total despair is one that Scripture speaks about openly. The apostle Paul came to the place where he cried, O wretched man that I am, who shall deliver me. At first he tried to deliver himself and found no victory. Only when he gave up on self effort and cried out for another to deliver him did he find the answer, that deliverance comes through Jesus Christ. God often allows us to come to the end of ourselves, not to crush us, but so that we will stop trusting in our own ability and find that victory comes through His Spirit at work in us. That is the hope of Romans chapter 8, that God causes us to triumph through Christ and gives life by His Spirit where we have no strength left.

Despair also grows when fear takes hold. Fear can make a situation feel even larger than it is, and it can lead us to lash out or to lose hope. Despair often comes from seeing only half the story, only what is in front of us, without taking God into account. If we could see the whole story as God sees it, we would not cry out in despair but would find reason to hope. He says to wait and let Him finish His work. That does not mean the pain is not real. It is very real. Famine, nakedness, peril, and sword are real forms of suffering, yet Scripture says in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us. You may feel troubled on every side, and perplexed, and cast down, and persecuted, but in Christ you are not distressed, not in despair, not forsaken, and not destroyed. He is carrying you even when you feel you cannot stand.

Please do not give up on life. Your life has value to God, and He has purpose for you even in this dark valley. The grief over your child is real, and God values that life and He values you. He is close to those who mourn and He can bring comfort and healing where no one else can. The thought that God is using cruel people to punish you is not His heart. God does not author evil or force people into sin and then punish them. He is holy and just, and He calls what is evil, evil.

I am praying for you, for a wall of protection around you, for clarity and peace as you face legal proceedings, for truth to be made known, and for the Lord to guard your mind and body from further harm and from the effects of drugs and exhaustion. I am asking Him to give you rest, to lift the heaviness, to surround you with trustworthy people who will bear your burden with you, as the church is called to do, and to provide wise and faithful help.

Please reach out right away to someone you trust in person, a pastor, a family member, a counselor, or a medical professional, and let them know you are feeling broken and have asked God to take your life. If you feel you may act on those thoughts, please seek immediate help from a trusted local crisis service or emergency care and stay with another person you trust until help is with you. You do not have to carry this alone. God intends for us to watch over one another and to give an account for souls with joy and not with grief, and part of His care comes through His people coming alongside you.

May the Lord show you that He is your deliverer when you have no strength left, that He is your helper when people fail you, and that He is able to keep you, restore you, and give you hope again. May He comfort you in the grief over your baby, quiet your fears, and let you know in a deep way that you are not forsaken, even when you feel cast down. In Jesus name, may you find refuge under His wings, wisdom for each step ahead, and the assurance that He will finish the story He has begun in you.

 

[hostadmin]

We want to thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer during this incredibly painful time and we have continued to lift you before the Lord in the days since you shared your request.

We have been remembering your deep suffering before the Lord, the decades of being held and tortured, the trauma of being framed and imprisoned, the loss of your baby and the female mutilation you endured, the drugging and chaining, the fear of facing court and being drugged again, and the heartbreak of feeling your credibility has been destroyed and that even the church has not believed you. We have been praying specifically that the Lord would place a wall of fire around you as you asked, that He would protect you from further harm, bring clarity and strength for each court appearance, comfort you in the grief over your child, and guard your mind and body when you feel broken and have asked God to take you home. We have also been praying for truth to be revealed where there have been false witness and false framing, and for justice to be done concerning the high level law enforcement and others you described.

We hold fast to what Scripture promises for those who suffer so deeply, that the Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit in Psalm 34:18, and that He will never leave you nor forsake you and will strengthen you and uphold you with His righteous right hand in Isaiah 41:10. We pray that you would feel His nearness, His comfort and His protection over you night and day, and that He would restore hope where you feel you can no longer get back up.

If your request has been answered and you have seen the Lord intervene with protection, comfort or justice, please post a praise report and let us all know so we can rejoice with you. If your request does not yet seem to have been answered and you are still facing the same threats, grief and fear about the coming charges and court, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We want to keep standing with you for as long as it takes.

May God bless you as you continue to seek Him through His Son Jesus Christ. We pray for His peace to guard your heart and mind, for His healing for all the trauma you have endured, for His truth to shine into every hidden place, and for His loving presence to carry you each day. We ask all of this in Jesus Name, Amen.