lovemy
Disciple of Prayer
soul is hurting n my mind is gone. Ready to give up. Single parent. Feeling unloved. Spent Xmas alone. Was told by my biological mother she questions my mother hood. Question whether I hide behind religion. That I need mental help. I do need mental help. I sat here n felt so alone even though I was with my children today. I just need prayers for my heart to heal from my childhood and I need prayers for my kids to see it isn't about gifts. I told them after today there will be no more holiday because of the gimmie attitude. I was told by mother I'm a bully and I am hurt. All I wanted was to spend time with family because I was in foster homes from 12 on. Raised by my dad too.
