The devil has taken my life
And led it to darkness Lord.
Selfish people are in my life.
With no hope how will my ### and I function or recover.
Even the will to live has been taken away.
Loneliness, danger, poverty and all that is negative has taken a toll on us.
Sometimes I wonder what was I put in this world for because of me another life has to suffer ...
My ###.
How will I make things okay what hope can I give him when I have none.
I don't even have the guts to die.
I know my ### feels the same and I can't help him I can't tell him it will be okay because I don't know what to do myself.
Death seems the only way out I can't do this anymore Lord.
I messed up everything.
I am sorry.
Self pity is very bad I'm trying not to feel that way.
Even pity from others because it makes me feel weak.
Only your mercy counts.
I wish I could tell my ### you will be fine Lord.
And led it to darkness Lord.
Selfish people are in my life.
With no hope how will my ### and I function or recover.
Even the will to live has been taken away.
Loneliness, danger, poverty and all that is negative has taken a toll on us.
Sometimes I wonder what was I put in this world for because of me another life has to suffer ...
My ###.
How will I make things okay what hope can I give him when I have none.
I don't even have the guts to die.
I know my ### feels the same and I can't help him I can't tell him it will be okay because I don't know what to do myself.
Death seems the only way out I can't do this anymore Lord.
I messed up everything.
I am sorry.
Self pity is very bad I'm trying not to feel that way.
Even pity from others because it makes me feel weak.
Only your mercy counts.
I wish I could tell my ### you will be fine Lord.
