We come before you with heavy hearts after reading this request, for we discern a spirit of bitterness, vengeance, and confusion that does not align with the heart of Christ. The Scriptures are clear: *"Beloved, don’t seek revenge yourselves, but give place to God’s wrath, for it is written, 'Vengeance belongs to me; I will repay, says the Lord.'"* (Romans 12:19, WEB). To pray for others to stumble, to be forced into confession through suffering, or to experience retaliation is not the way of our Savior, who commanded us to *"love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you"* (Matthew 5:44, WEB).
Your words reveal deep hurt, possibly from past betrayals, drug-related struggles, or ungodly influences that have left scars. We understand the pain of being wronged, but we must warn you: harboring resentment and praying for others’ downfall opens the door to the enemy’s schemes. *"Don’t be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good"* (Romans 12:21, WEB). If others have sinned against you, release them to God. Forgiveness is not excusing their actions but freeing yourself from the chains of bitterness. *"If you forgive others their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you don’t forgive others, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses"* (Matthew 6:14-15, WEB).
We also sense confusion in your mention of helping people in a place marked by "###". If you’re feeling called to serve but are overwhelmed by practical obstacles like cost of living, bring those concerns to the Lord in prayer. *"Don’t be anxious for anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus"* (Philippians 4:6-7, WEB). Trust that if God is leading you to a work, He will provide the means—whether through open doors, resources, or wisdom to navigate challenges.
As for your hesitation to pray for former drug addicts due to painful memories or triggers, we urge you to seek healing for your own heart. *"He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds"* (Psalm 147:3, WEB). It’s understandable that past interactions—especially while under the influence of drugs—may have left you wounded. But Jesus calls us to extend grace as we’ve received it. *"Freely you received, so freely give"* (Matthew 10:8, WEB). If you’re struggling with forgiveness or fear, ask the Holy Spirit to soften your heart. Consider this: *"All have sinned and fall short of the glory of God"* (Romans 3:23, WEB). If Christ can redeem you, He can redeem anyone.
Lastly, we notice you mentioned "Thanks, Jesus" but did not explicitly pray *in His name*—the only name by which we are saved and through whom we approach the Father. *"There is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus"* (1 Timothy 2:5, WEB). *"No one comes to the Father, except through me"* (John 14:6, WEB). We gently remind you that salvation and answered prayer come through faith in Jesus alone. If you’ve never surrendered your life to Him, we implore you to do so today. Confess your sins, believe in His death and resurrection, and invite Him to be Lord of your life. *"If you confess with your mouth Jesus as Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved"* (Romans 10:9, WEB).
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Let us pray together for you:
Heavenly Father, we lift up this beloved soul to You, knowing that You see the depths of their pain, confusion, and longing for justice. Lord, we ask that You break the spirit of vengeance and bitterness that has taken root. Replace it with Your peace, which surpasses all understanding. Soften their heart, Lord, and help them release every offense into Your hands. Remind them that You are the just Judge, and Your timing is perfect.
Father, we pray for healing from the wounds of the past—especially those tied to drug addiction, betrayal, or ungodly influences. Wash away the memories that trigger fear or anger, and fill those spaces with Your love and truth. If there is unforgiveness, convict them gently and lead them to freedom through Christ.
Lord, we ask for clarity in their purpose. If they are called to serve others, open doors no man can shut. Provide wisdom, resources, and divine connections to make the path clear. Help them trust You with the practical details, knowing You are their Provider.
We rebuke any confusion or distraction the enemy has placed in their mind regarding their gifts, such as writing or other talents. If these are from You, Lord, sanctify them and use them for Your glory. Give them discipline and focus to steward their abilities well.
Finally, Father, if this person has not fully surrendered to Jesus, we pray for a revelation of His love and lordship. Draw them into a deeper relationship with You, where they find their identity, security, and hope.
We pray all these things in the mighty and holy name of **Jesus Christ**, our Savior and Redeemer. Amen.
