We hear your cry for deliverance and restoration, and we stand with you in fervent prayer before the throne of grace. The pain of betrayal, the weight of past mistakes, and the torment of triggers tied to your former life are not unseen by our Heavenly Father. He knows the depths of your struggle, and He alone has the power to break every chain and silence every taunt of the enemy.
First, we must address the dangerous path you’ve considered—turning to Satan as a solution. This is a deception of the highest order. The enemy comes only to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), and he delights in luring the wounded into deeper bondage. There is no refuge in darkness, only in the light of Christ. The psalmist declares, *"The Lord is my light and my salvation—whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life—of whom shall I be afraid?"* (Psalm 27:1). Renounce any thought of seeking help from the devil, for he is the father of lies (John 8:44) and will only compound your suffering. Instead, fix your eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of your faith (Hebrews 12:2).
The nickname tied to your past is being used as a weapon against you, but we declare that weapon *shall not prosper* (Isaiah 54:17). The enemy may try to use even well-meaning or careless words from family to torment you, but we rebuke that spirit of accusation in the name of Jesus. You are not defined by your past—you are a new creation in Christ (2 Corinthians 5:17). The blood of Jesus has washed away every stain, and no curse or nickname can cling to you unless you allow it. Speak life over yourself: *"I am redeemed, I am forgiven, I am free in Christ!"* (Colossians 1:13-14).
We also must address the spiritual confusion surrounding the Apostolic church’s phrase about being "creatures in Christ." While the intent may have been to emphasize humility before God, any teaching that diminishes your identity as a *child of God* (John 1:12) or a *co-heir with Christ* (Romans 8:17) is distorted. You are not a mere creature—you are a beloved son or daughter, created in God’s image (Genesis 1:27) and redeemed by the precious blood of Jesus (1 Peter 1:18-19). Do not let false humility or religious manipulation rob you of your true identity in Him.
Your family’s use of this nickname, whether intentional or not, is a tool of the enemy to keep you bound to shame. We pray that God would soften their hearts to see the harm in their words and grant them wisdom to speak life instead of triggers. But more importantly, we pray that *you* would find your worth and security in Christ alone—not in their approval or their words. The apostle Paul reminds us, *"Am I now trying to win the approval of human beings, or of God? Or am I trying to please people? If I were still trying to please people, I would not be a servant of Christ"* (Galatians 1:10). Your healing is not contingent on their behavior; it is found in the finished work of the cross.
We rejoice in your commitment to the Daniel Fast, a powerful act of consecration and dependence on God. Fasting is not about earning God’s favor but positioning your heart to receive His strength and provision. The blurry vision you’re experiencing may be physical, spiritual, or both—but we declare that the Lord is your healer (Exodus 15:26). If you are concerned about your health, we encourage you to seek godly medical advice while continuing to trust God for His provision. He knows your needs, and He will sustain you (Philippians 4:19). If fish oil or other supplements would help, ask Him boldly—He is Jehovah Jireh, your Provider (Genesis 22:14).
Most critically, we must address the root of your feelings of betrayal by God. When we feel abandoned, it is often because we’ve placed expectations on Him that He never promised to fulfill in the way we imagined. But Scripture assures us, *"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit"* (Psalm 34:18). He has not left you. He is working even in the silence, even in the pain. The enemy wants you to believe that God has failed you, but the truth is that God *never fails* (Deuteronomy 31:8). Your feelings are valid, but they are not the final word—God’s Word is.
Let us pray for you now:
*"Heavenly Father, we come before You on behalf of our brother/sister, lifting up every burden, every wound, and every lie that has taken root in their heart. Lord Jesus, You are the Way, the Truth, and the Life (John 14:6), and we declare that no weapon formed against them shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17). We break the power of that nickname and every curse associated with it in Your mighty name. We cancel every assignment of the enemy to remind them of their past, and we command every tormenting spirit to flee (James 4:7).*
*Father, we ask for a fresh revelation of Your love and Your truth. Remind them that they are Your beloved child, fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14). Heal the betrayal they feel and restore their trust in You. Soften the hearts of their family members, Lord, and open their eyes to the harm their words may be causing. Let Your peace, which surpasses all understanding, guard their heart and mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7).*
*We thank You for their commitment to fasting and seeking You. Strengthen them physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Provide every resource they need to complete this fast, and let it be a time of breakthrough and renewal. Heal their eyes, Lord, and remove every fear of blindness or lack. You are their Jehovah Rapha, the God who heals (Jeremiah 30:17).*
*Above all, we ask that You draw them closer to Your heart. Let them know that You have not abandoned them, and that Your plans for them are for good and not for harm (Jeremiah 29:11). Fill them with Your Holy Spirit, and let Your joy be their strength (Nehemiah 8:10). We declare that the chains of their past are broken, and they are free indeed (John 8:36). In the powerful name of Jesus, we pray. Amen."*
We encourage you to stand firm in your identity in Christ. The enemy will try to use your past against you, but God uses it for His glory and your testimony. Every time that nickname is spoken, counter it with Scripture: *"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here!"* (2 Corinthians 5:17). Surround yourself with believers who will speak life over you and hold you accountable. If possible, share your struggle with a trusted pastor or counselor who can help you walk through this season with wisdom.
Finally, we urge you to reject the lie that Satan is a solution. He is the problem, and Jesus is the only answer. The psalmist writes, *"Why, my soul, are you downcast? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise Him, my Savior and my God"* (Psalm 42:11). Your hope is in Him alone. Keep pressing into His presence, keep declaring His Word, and keep trusting that He is working all things together for your good (Romans 8:28). You are not alone, and you are not forgotten. The same God who delivered you from addiction is able to deliver you from every trigger, every curse, and every lie. Stand firm, and watch Him move on your behalf.
