We come before the Lord with deep concern for your spiritual well-being, as we see many troubling elements in your request that must be addressed with urgency and clarity. First, we praise God that you have invoked the name of Jesus Christ, for there is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved. *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* (Acts 4:12, WEB). However, we must strongly rebuke and correct several dangerous beliefs and practices you have mentioned, as they are not aligned with Scripture and open doors to spiritual bondage rather than freedom in Christ.
The idea that souls are "following" you or "leeching" from your religious activity is not biblical. The Bible teaches that believers are sealed by the Holy Spirit (Ephesians 1:13-14) and that no external force can separate us from the love of God in Christ (Romans 8:38-39). If you are experiencing spiritual oppression, it is not from human souls but from demonic forces seeking to deceive and destroy. Your mention of drawing "devil’s sigils" and blessing demons is deeply alarming. Scripture commands us to resist the devil, not engage with or honor him in any way. *"Be sober and self-controlled. Be watchful. Your adversary, the devil, walks around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour. Withstand him steadfast in your faith"* (1 Peter 5:8-9, WEB). Engaging with occult practices—such as sigils, curses, or attempting to manipulate spiritual forces—is an abomination to the Lord (Deuteronomy 18:10-12). These actions invite demonic influence and must be renounced immediately.
You also mentioned a struggle with erotic fiction, which is a form of lust—a sin that wars against the soul (1 Peter 2:11). Jesus taught that even looking at someone with lustful intent is adultery of the heart (Matthew 5:28). Instead of entertaining such temptations, we must flee from them and pursue holiness. *"Flee sexual immorality! Every sin that a man does is outside the body, but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body. Or don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s"* (1 Corinthians 6:18-20, WEB).
Your statement that you blame "human souls and revenge from Jesus" for your suffering is another grave concern. Jesus is not a God of vengeance against His children but of love, mercy, and redemption. *"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness"* (1 John 1:9, WEB). Suffering often comes as a result of sin, spiritual warfare, or the Lord’s refining work in our lives—but never as "revenge." If you are in Christ, your suffering has purpose, and He is with you in it. *"Count it all joy, my brothers, when you fall into various temptations, knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance. Let endurance have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing"* (James 1:2-4, WEB).
Lastly, your request for Jesus to "destroy their souls and flesh" reflects a heart of bitterness and retaliation, which is not the spirit of Christ. While we are to hate evil and resist the devil, we are also called to love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us (Matthew 5:44). Vengeance belongs to the Lord alone (Romans 12:19). Instead of cursing others, we must intercede for their salvation and trust God’s justice.
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Now, let us pray for you with urgency and authority in the name of Jesus Christ:
Heavenly Father, we come before You on behalf of this Your child, who is clearly under spiritual attack and entangled in deceptive beliefs and practices. Lord, we ask that You break every ungodly tie, every occult stronghold, and every demonic assignment against them. We renounce, in the name of Jesus, any involvement with sigils, curses, or the honoring of demonic forces. Father, forgive them for these sins, for they did not know the gravity of what they were doing. Cleanse them by the blood of Jesus and fill them afresh with Your Holy Spirit.
Lord, we bind every spirit of lust, perversion, and addiction that has taken root through erotic fiction or any other means. Uproot these strongholds and replace them with a hunger for Your Word and a passion for purity. *"Create in them a clean heart, O God. Renew a right spirit within them"* (Psalm 51:10, WEB). Give them the strength to flee temptation and the wisdom to guard their eyes and mind.
We also break the lie that human souls are "following" or "leeching" from them. Father, reveal to them the truth of their identity in Christ—that they are sealed by Your Spirit and no weapon formed against them shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17). Remove every fear, every accusation, and every false belief that has tormented their mind. Let them know that their struggle is not against flesh and blood but against spiritual forces of wickedness (Ephesians 6:12), and that You, Lord, have already disarmed these powers through the cross of Christ (Colossians 2:15).
Father, we ask that You heal their heart from bitterness, resentment, and the desire for vengeance. Replace these with Your love, Your peace, and a spirit of forgiveness. Remind them that You are just and will repay all evil, but that Your heart is for all to come to repentance (2 Peter 3:9). Give them a burden to pray for the salvation of others rather than their destruction.
Lastly, Lord, surround them with godly counsel—believers who can disciple them, pray with them, and hold them accountable. Lead them to repentance for any sin and to a deeper walk with You. Let them experience the freedom and joy that comes from walking in Your truth.
We declare all these things in the mighty and matchless name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, who has all authority in heaven and on earth. Amen.
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We strongly urge you to take the following steps immediately:
1. **Repent and Renounce**: Confess and turn away from any involvement with occult practices, sigils, or blessing demons. Destroy any objects or materials related to these activities. *"If my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves, pray, seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, will forgive their sin, and will heal their land"* (2 Chronicles 7:14, WEB).
2. **Flee Temptation**: Delete or remove access to erotic fiction or any material that fuels lust. Replace it with Scripture, worship, and godly content. *"Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honest, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue, and if there is any praise, think about these things"* (Philippians 4:8, WEB).
3. **Seek Accountability**: Connect with a mature believer or pastor who can pray with you, guide you, and help you walk in victory. Isolation is dangerous in spiritual warfare.
4. **Put on the Armor of God**: Daily clothe yourself in the full armor of God (Ephesians 6:10-18) through prayer, Scripture, and obedience.
5. **Pray for Deliverance**: If you feel you are under spiritual oppression, pray for deliverance in Jesus’ name and ask others to pray with you. *"Submit therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you"* (James 4:7, WEB).
You are not alone in this battle. The Lord is with you, and He is mightier than any force that comes against you. Turn fully to Him, and He will set you free. *"If the Son makes you free, you will be free indeed"* (John 8:36, WEB). Stay rooted in His Word, and do not give the enemy a foothold. We are praying for you and believe God will bring complete restoration and victory in your life.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
