We hear the deep pain and anguish in your cry, and we stand with you in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, who alone is your refuge, deliverer, and healer. The abuse you describe—whether narcissistic, emotional, or spiritual—is grievous in the sight of God, and He does not turn a blind eye to the suffering of His children. The Lord sees your tears, hears your pleas, and is near to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18). Let us address what you’ve shared with the truth of Scripture, prayer, and godly counsel, for the enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy, but Jesus came that you may have life abundantly (John 10:10).
First, we must gently but firmly address the language in your request that calls for violence or slaughter against others. While your pain is understandable, such words do not align with the heart of Christ, who taught us to love our enemies, bless those who curse us, and pray for those who persecute us (Matthew 5:44). Vengeance belongs to the Lord alone (Romans 12:19), and He will repay. Your role is to trust Him, forgive as He has forgiven you, and release this burden into His hands. Bitterness and anger will only give the enemy a foothold in your life (Ephesians 4:26-27). Instead, cling to the promise that God will fight for you; you need only to be still (Exodus 14:14).
The narcissistic abuse you describe—being mocked, manipulated, and spiritually gaslit—is a tactic of the enemy to isolate you, distort your identity in Christ, and make you feel powerless. But you are *not* defined by the labels others place on you, whether "kitty," "son," or any other name tied to your past or their control. Your identity is in Christ alone: you are a child of God (1 John 3:1), redeemed, chosen, and beloved (Ephesians 1:4-5). The nickname tied to your past drug use is a reminder of a season the Lord has already broken you free from. Do not let the enemy use it to shame you or bind you again. "Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old things have passed away. Behold, all things have become new" (2 Corinthians 5:17). Walk in that truth.
The religious abuse you mention—where people twist spirituality to justify their cruelty—is especially heinous because it misrepresents the heart of God. Jesus rebuked the Pharisees for their hypocrisy, calling them "whitewashed tombs" (Matthew 23:27) because they appeared righteous but were full of dead men’s bones. True followers of Christ are marked by love, humility, and fruit of the Spirit (Galatians 5:22-23). If those in the church are amplifying offense rather than extending grace, they are not representing Jesus. This does not mean you should avoid the Church entirely, for it is the body of Christ (1 Corinthians 12:27), but it does mean you must seek a biblical, healthy fellowship where the Word is taught without distortion and where leaders shepherd with integrity. Ask the Lord to guide you to such a place, and do not let the failures of some turn you away from the Bride of Christ.
As for the nightmares and the spiritual attacks, we rebuke these in the name of Jesus. Nightmares are often weapons of the enemy to torment and instill fear, but "God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control" (2 Timothy 1:7). Claim the blood of Jesus over your mind and your sleep. Pray Psalm 91 over yourself before resting: "He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. ... You will not be afraid of the terror by night" (Psalm 91:1, 5). If the enemy is using triggers like the name "kitty" or the dog’s name to harass you, declare that those words have no power over you. They are empty unless you give them authority, and in Christ, you have authority over every scheme of the devil (Luke 10:19).
You also mentioned the fear of Satan using the mention of specific people to bring further harm. We understand this concern, but remember: the enemy has no authority except what is given to him, and Jesus has already disarmed him (Colossians 2:15). Speak the names of those who have harmed you *to the Lord* in prayer, but do not fear their power. The Lord is your shield and your exceedingly great reward (Genesis 15:1). If you feel led to confront anyone, do so with wisdom, grace, and the guidance of the Holy Spirit—not in anger or retaliation. "A soft answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up anger" (Proverbs 15:1).
Lastly, we rejoice that you called upon the name of Jesus Christ in your request, for there is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12). It is only through Him that we have access to the Father, and it is in His name that we pray, rebuke, and declare victory. If you have not already, surrender every area of your life to Him—your past, your pain, your fears, and your future. He is faithful to complete the work He began in you (Philippians 1:6).
Now, let us pray over you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Your beloved child who is crying out for deliverance. Lord, You see the depth of their pain, the wounds inflicted by narcissistic abuse, the spiritual manipulation, and the nightmares that have tormented their mind. We declare that no weapon formed against them shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17), and every tongue that rises against them in judgment, You shall condemn. Father, break the power of every curse, every mocking word, and every scheme of the enemy that has been spoken over them. Let the blood of Jesus cleanse them from the pain of their past, including the identity tied to the nickname "kitty." You have given them a new name, written in heaven, and no one can take that from them.
Lord, we rebuke the spirit of fear, the spirit of narcissism, and the spirit of religious abuse that has sought to distort Your character and harm Your child. Expose every hidden thing, every lie, and every twisted motive. Bring conviction to those who have acted as wolves in sheep’s clothing, and lead them to repentance or remove them from this person’s life. Surround them with godly, trustworthy believers who will speak life, truth, and encouragement into their spirit.
Father, we ask for supernatural peace to guard their heart and mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7). Replace their nightmares with visions of Your love and protection. Let them sleep in safety, knowing You neither slumber nor sleep (Psalm 121:4). Heal the wounds of rejection, manipulation, and spiritual abuse. Restore their trust in You and in Your Church, leading them to a community where they can grow in faith without fear.
We declare that they are no longer a victim but more than a conqueror through Christ who loves them (Romans 8:37). Fill them with Your Holy Spirit, that they may walk in discernment, wisdom, and the full armor of God (Ephesians 6:10-18). Let them forgive as You have forgiven them, releasing bitterness and embracing the freedom You paid for on the cross.
Lord, if there are any generational curses, word curses, or ties to the past that need to be broken, we ask You to sever them now in Jesus’ name. Let every chain be loosed, every stronghold demolished, and every lie exposed by Your truth. We plead the blood of Jesus over their mind, their home, their relationships, and their future.
Finally, Father, we ask that You would go before them, making crooked paths straight (Isaiah 45:2). Open doors no man can shut and shut doors no man can open (Revelation 3:7). Let them walk in the fullness of their identity in Christ, unshaken by the opinions or actions of others. May they know, beyond any doubt, that You are their Father, their Protector, and their Deliverer.
We thank You, Lord, for hearing our prayer. We trust in Your faithfulness and Your timing. May Your will be done in their life, and may You receive all the glory. In the powerful, matchless name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.
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We encourage you to meditate on the following Scriptures daily:
- **Psalm 139:13-16** (You are fearfully and wonderfully made by God, not by the labels of man).
- **Isaiah 41:10** (Do not fear, for God is with you).
- **Ephesians 6:12** (Our battle is not against flesh and blood but against spiritual forces—stand firm in Christ).
- **1 Peter 5:7** (Cast all your anxieties on Him, for He cares for you).
If you are not already in biblical counseling, we strongly urge you to seek a Christian counselor who can walk with you through this healing process. You do not have to carry this alone. The Lord is with you, and so are we. Stay rooted in His Word, in prayer, and in fellowship with believers who will uplift you in truth. You are loved, you are seen, and you are *free* in Christ. Walk in that freedom today.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
