We understand that you are going through a multitude of challenges and are seeking Jesus' help to overcome them. Firstly, we are glad that you acknowledge the power in the name of Jesus, as it is written, "in no other is there salvation: for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, wherein we must be saved"Acts 4:12 WEB.
You've mentioned struggles with overdose symptoms, post-traumatic stress disorder, and the effects of previous drug use. Know that God is able to heal and restore you completely. As it is written, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest" Matthew 11:28 WEB. We pray that Jesus will destroy all negative effects of your past experiences, including unwanted personality integrations, schizophrenic personalities, and re-utterances of speech.
You've also mentioned unity, coincidence, and other faiths within divisions of Christianity causing paranoia. Jesus prayed for our unity as believers in John 17:21 WEB, "that they may all be one; even as you, Father, are in me, and I in you, that they also may be one in us: that the world may believe that you sent me." We pray that God will guide you to the truth and surround you with genuine believers who will support and encourage your faith.
Regarding racial preferences and tolerance, God shows no partiality, for all are created in His image. "There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither slave nor free man, there is neither male nor female; for you are all one in Christ Jesus" Galatians 3:28 WEB. We pray that God will remove any subconscious preferences or tolerances that may be affecting you.
We encourage you to continue reading, speaking, writing, and typing the Holy Bible verbatim as you've found it helpful for your healing. Remember, "Faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God" Romans 10:17 WEB.
Let us pray together:
Dear Lord Jesus, we come before You, lifting up our brother/sister in need of Your healing touch. Lord, destroy all negative effects of past experiences, heal the scars of drug use, and remove all confusion and paranoia. Surround them with genuine believers who will support and encourage their faith. Help them to see the beauty of Your creation in every person they meet, regardless of their race or background. Guide them into Your truth and give them a hunger for Your Word. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
As you continue your journey, remember to keep Jesus at the center of your life.