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Heidi
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Heavenly father, i come before you tonight confused. Brian is home from his NY trip. He is lying in our bed, for the first time since July. We spoke on the phone on Thurs while he was in NY. We argued, we talked a bit, came to agreement, that we can drop our lawyers, and do mediation. Then he said he might be interested in reconcilation. Heavenly father, you know if its your will at this time, you will reconcile us. Brian did say he knows that he wont ever be a man that will go to church. HEavenly father, i'm fine with that. For you have given me a vision of him and I in church together. I know this is in your timing. Father, teach us communications. I'm so nervous right now. Since Brian came home today, we have not had time to talk. But we did get to have a wonderful family dinner together tonight. Heavenly father, this is in your hands. I pray that you take away mine and Brians stubburness, open the doors to communications. Thats always been our problem in this marriage. Heavenly father, only you can help us. I pray the blood of Jesus over us. I pray that we will have communications in the morning, before he goes to his parents for superbowl, and i go to church. Heavenly father, may my words only come from you. Heavenly father, i am humbled in your works. In Jesus Name, amen