Testimony

[HOPE]

I have been praying for restoration--spiritually, physically, emotionally, spiritually, financially and materially. It's become a daily mantra. I also prayed this week for insight as I took time to relax and pursue creative activities. I had such a revelation and moving experience last night that I have to share it with you all....

It is hard to find the words to describe this experience adequately.

Without really realizing it, I guess I have been holding back some emotions that were just too painful to acknowledge---basically the REAL hurt that my husband's betrayal has caused...and my daughter's attitude towards me throughout this entire situation. For the first time in a year and seven months, after 9 days of prayer and introspection---I finally allowed those feelings to come to the surface----I REALLY understood the profound loss that I've experienced down to the core...to my very soul--- and as quickly I felt and acknowledged it, I PHYSICALLY could feel the the weight, the blockage and the burden lift right out of my body. It was as if a large boulder had been lifted out of my very being. I felt it leave....this pain physically left.....and I KNEW deep down that things were now different...that I was now different. It left. It was gone. I felt lighter...almost hallow....but in a good way---I know that there is now room to receive a blessing in it's place...like a seed with a little growing plant that had to fight a rock to reach the sunlight!

Thank You Lord for all that You are doing for me...yesterday, today and tomorrow. All praise goes to You, Father. Thank You for this experience. AMEN

 

[Shilo]

thank you Father GOD for healing the deep locked away parts of Hope's life. Thank you that this weekened as been all that she needed and more. In Jesus name I pray amen

 

[Lacey]

Thank You Dear Lord for what You are doing in Hope's life. You are the giver of life, and always doing new and living things in us and through us. Bless this compassionate daughter with many more blessings I pray.

 

[Chris G]

Thank you Father for yet another miracle you have performed.

Amen.

 

[Titus]

The Lord is Great and greatly to be praised! Amen

 

[silentangel]

Hope - Thank you for sharing. You have been a witness to God''s power and might! He loves you so much, my sister. You were so busy in your coming and going that you didn't see what he wanted you to see, then when you slowed down and gave yourself permission, HE came and delivered all the garbage you have held inside. I am so happy for you. I know from this day forward, you WILL be different, more confident, more at peace and more alive than ever before. Praise the Lord for HE is so good!