God bless U. First, I have to be completely honest with U and I am feel for your heart break. It is normal. But true happiness is found in the Holy Spirit. Rom 14:17 peace, joy, in the Holy Spirit. For the word of the Lords says "if we love anyone more than God, we have no need of God. God also says "don't lean on the arms of flesh for it will fail us".
God must be the center of our lives, if not we will not live a balance life. So whatever we cherish more than God becomes our idol, our God, and whenever that person or thing fails us we crash, or ruin. Be in touch with Jesus, ask Jesus to come into your life today & forgive you of your sins, & cleanse you & make you a new person in Him. Please forgive this man, so U can be healed. Father with your loving kindness draw this woman to U in the name of Jesus. Pour out your love upon her heart, just like U did for the woman at the well. Quench this woman thirst, and give her living water. Heal her from this relationship, restore her, and bring someone whose heart U have dealth with, a true man of God, man that will appreciate, value, encourage, and love her in Jesus name.