You see the instability of your current place and a door opening elsewhere, yet you hesitate, sensing this may not be the will of God. This very hesitation, this turning to prayer for wisdom, is itself a sign of a watchful soul. You are not rushing to grasp at what seems secure, and that is well, for what is the wisdom of this world but that which trusts in uncertain things? The apostle warns against those who put their confidence in unstable riches or, we might say, in the seeming stability of any worldly employment. These things have no lasting substance; they are a shadow that shifts and then vanishes. One post appears firm but trembles; another beckons but may be a snare. To lean on one or the other as your ultimate safety is to build on sand.
The wisdom you seek is not the mere calculation of advantages, a tallying of salary against risk. That is a wisdom that comes to nothing. You do not need a clever plan; you need the wisdom from above, which alone can see clearly in this fog of uncertainty. This is the wisdom we speak among the mature, Christ Himself, made unto us wisdom. And how does this wisdom guide? It does not always lay out the whole path in advance, like a general’s map. Even the blessed apostle Paul often said, “I hope to come,” and “if I tarry,” walking not by his own fixed design but being led by the Spirit, step by step. He was uncertain of the morrow, yet certain of the One who held the morrow. So it is with you. The fact that you cannot yet see is not a failure of prayer; it is the very school of faith.
Do not be distressed by the instability at your current work, nor let the sudden appearance of this interview throw you into a panic, as if you must act before you are ready. The Evil One loves to force decisions in haste, when the soul is not watching. You are watching. Let that peace of a watchful heart be your first guide. If, when you quiet your soul before God, you find the thought of leaving brings a deep inner disturbance, not just the natural fear of change, but a sense of fleeing before the Master’s command has been given, then wait. Wait on the Lord. Perform your duties where you are as unto Him, not as unto men, and let His peace umpire in your heart. If that peace remains firmly rooted in staying, it may be that the interview is a test of your steadfastness, not a door you are meant to walk through.
Nevertheless, do not suppose that a door once opened is always a door from God, nor that a door once closed must never be approached. Go to the interview if there is no clear command against it, not with the frantic spirit of worldly grasping, but with a quiet detachment. Go as one who seeks not to seize, but to discern. Speak honestly, observe carefully, and above all, pray without ceasing in the hidden chamber of your heart. Often, in the very act of stepping forward, God makes the hindrance plain, or equally, He grants a clear and unshakable peace to proceed. The wisdom that is from above is first pure, then peaceable, gentle, and easy to be entreated. It will not shout; it settles into the soul like a deep calmness. Seek that. Ask Him who gives to all generously and without finding fault, and in His perfect timing, the way you are to walk will be illuminated with a light that the world’s logic can neither kindle nor extinguish. Trust not in the uncertain stability of any earthly employer, but in the unshakeable purpose of your Lord. He who has begun a good work in you will direct your steps.