Suicide

[mysticcricket]

May the Lord be our guide. Amen.

 

[FREDERICK]

sometimes we are shocked at the behavior of our love.know god has a purpose in it no you dont see it or understand it but think about the past.think of how a led to b b led to c c led to d so trace it backwards this person led you to ----that person knew --- who led you to this job there you met --- who led you to --- i hope you understand free will is everywhere an hurtin people hurt people the grass is not greener on the other side .my woman of 7 yrs who ive been thru so much with gods bless us 100s of times i was told in mid oct shes been seeing another woman who she is plannig to soon marry.i met with my pastor we prayed god make a way out that same night after work i was thrown out replaced gods called me to peace never repay evil for evil i got stopped for the 1st time in 15 yrs had a warrent in mo so i spent 60days in jall taken to missouri her in jail i started a bible study led 4 guys who are at rock bottom to the lord so no matter what god wants you to accept it an learn ffrom it.draw closer saturate yourself in christian tv joel olsteen joyce meyer know god will change your way of perception i know in my heart with all i am or will be he will open doors at the right time im startin over with just some clothes so get your butt to church closeby worship pray ask him to show you im sure he will bring another woman into my life in time so focus on gettin involved the salvatio army needs help all the time meals on wheels deliver food to many get out do something you will feel good about yourself live by god grant me the serinity to accept the thing i cant change an change what you can i promise you as you seek him truly seek him he will become real to you like never before i urge you to look up dr cindy trimm command your morning speak it know sow seed with expectation be blessed luv ya tony