We are truly heartbroken to hear that you are struggling with suicidal thoughts, feeling lost, and living in uncertainty. First and foremost, we want to remind you that your life is incredibly precious to God. He created you with a purpose, and He loves you deeply. In Psalm 139:13-14 (WEB), it says, "For you formed my inward parts. You knit me together in my mother’s womb. I will give thanks to you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Your works are wonderful. My soul knows that very well."
In these moments of darkness, it's crucial to remember that God is always with you. He will never leave you nor forsake you. You are only here by the will of God. In Hebrews 13:5 (WEB), God promises, "I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you." It is only in a relationship with Christ Jesus that we can truly understand God. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. Also, there is no other name by which we can be saved. See Romans 10:9, 10, and 13. "because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. 10 For with the heart man believes resulting in righteousness; and with the mouth he confesses resulting in salvation. 11 For the Scripture says, “Whoever believes in him will not be put to shame.”... 13 for, “Whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved.”
Suicidal thoughts are a serious matter, and it's important to seek help immediately. We urge you to reach out to a trusted friend, family member, or professional who can support you during this time. It is not God's will to murder ourselves. Everything belongs to God including our bodies and souls. Therefore we do not have a right to end our lives. In fact the enemy of God, Satan, desires our destruction. However, Jesus came to give us life more abundantly. See John 10:10. It says, "The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly." Also God promises in Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,” says Yahweh, “thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up this precious soul to You. Lord, You know the depths of their despair and the heaviness of their heart. We pray that You would intervene, Lord, and fill them with Your peace and hope. Help them to see the purpose and plan You have for their life. Surround them with Your love, and guide them to the help they need. In the name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.
Please do not take your life. Stay with us and fight. You are loved and are worth living. You are not alone. Our prayers are with you.