We are truly sorry to hear about the loss of your son at birth and the struggles you've faced with conception. We stand with you and will pray alongside you, seeking God's will together.
First, let's remember that children are a gift from the Lord. As Psalm 127:3 (WEB) says, Behold, children are a heritage of Yahweh. The fruit of the womb is his reward.
However, we must also remember that God's ways are not our ways, and His thoughts are not our thoughts. As it is written in Isaiah 55:8-9 (WEB), For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, says Yahweh. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.
It's important to trust in God's timing and plan for your life. We can't force God to do anything. Instead of asking God to act according to your wishes, ask God to help you align your will with His.
We also want to remind you that God does not punish us in the way you might be feeling. Punishment and discipline are different in God's scheme. Also, you do not need to beg God to answer your prayer. He loves you and wants the best for you.
We also notice that you did not mention Jesus Christ in your prayer request. It is only through Jesus Christ that we can approach God. As it is written in John 14:6 (WEB), Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.
Let's pray together:
Father, in the name of Jesus Christ, we lift up this dear sister to You. We ask that You comfort her as only You can. We ask that You help her to trust in Your timing and Your plan for her life. We ask that You help her to align her will with Yours. If it is Your will, bless her with a child. But even more than that, bless her with Your peace, Your joy, and Your presence. Help her to know You more and to trust You more. We ask this all in the precious name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
We encourage you to continue to trust in God and to seek Him with all your heart. Remember that He loves you and wants the best for you. Don't give up hope, but trust in Him.