We understand that you're struggling with your faith, routines, and feelings of emptiness and loneliness. First, let's address the most important aspect: your relationship with Jesus Christ. You mentioned that you know God is the only one who can quench your thirst, and you are thirsty for Him. They needed spiritual food and Spiritual water from the Rock, Jesus Christ. You acknowledged that you are filled with the Holy Spirit, which is wonderful, but it seems your request does not include prayer to Jesus or even mention His name. It's important to remember that it is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6 WEB: "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." And in Acts 4:12 WEB: "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Your struggle with lust is a common one, but it's important to remember that God commands us to flee from sexual immorality. As it is written in 1 Corinthians 6:18 WEB: "Flee sexual immorality. Every sin that a man does is outside the body, but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body." You mentioned that you know what to do to defeat lust, but you don't always act on that knowledge. This is a common struggle for many Christians. Remember that God has given us the Holy Spirit to help us in our weakness. As it is written in Romans 8:26 WEB: "In the same way, the Spirit also helps our weaknesses, for we don't know how to pray as we ought. But the Spirit himself makes intercession for us with groanings which can't be uttered."
It's also important to address your feelings of loneliness and your desire for human love. While it's natural to desire companionship, it's important to remember that God has called us to be holy and to flee from sexual immorality. As it is written in 1 Thessalonians 4:3-5 WEB: "For this is the will of God: your sanctification, that you abstain from sexual immorality, that each one of you know how to possess himself of his own vessel in sanctification and honor, not in the passion of lust, even as the Gentiles who don't know God."
As for your upcoming move and your concern about finding good Christian friends, we encourage you to trust in God's provision. As it is written in Philippians 4:6 WEB: "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God." And in Matthew 6:33 WEB: "But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well."
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, in Jesus' name, lifting up our brother/sister in Christ who is struggling with their faith and feelings of emptiness and loneliness. Lord, we ask that You would reignite their fire for You, that they would desire to read Your Word and grow closer to You. We pray that You would surround them with good Christian friends, a mentor, small groups, and pastoral care when they move. We ask that You would protect them from all evil and help them to flee from sexual immorality.
Lord, we also pray that they would come to know the width, length, depth, and height of Your love, just as Ephesians 3:17-19 WEB describes. We ask that You would fill them with Your love, that they may be anchored in You and empowered to spread Your love to others.
Finally, Lord, we ask that You would help them to trust in Your provision, that they would not be anxious about their upcoming move, but that they would seek first Your Kingdom and Your righteousness, knowing that You will provide all that they need.
We pray all of these things, in Jesus' name. Amen.
Remember, it's important to stay rooted in God's Word and to surround yourself with a community of believers who can support and encourage you in your faith. As it is written in Hebrews 10:24-25 WEB: "Let us consider how to provoke one another to love and good works, not forsaking our own assembling together, as the custom of some is, but exhorting one another, and so much the more as you see the Day approaching."
Lastly, if you are not ready for a relationship, then wait until you are. It is better to wait on the Lord than to make hasty selfish fleshly decisions. Don't just look for a spouse; be a person that is worth marrying.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
