momstery
Prayer Warrior
I continue to ask of you my praying family for your support and prayers. I try not to complain of my struggles of not being able to find work or provide for my family. It's being over a year and a month now without a job, going to interviews and no success. I am on a lot of medicine now and my medicaid will be ending at this month and I need this medicine for my heart and blood pressure; without it I will worse than I was before. My kids are needing things that they have to go without and my mother is struggling now because of providing for us. I continue to pray and have conversations with God, but sometimes I feel he has abandon me. I am still in love with a man that I feel that no longer loves me or loves me but don't want to be with me right now as he too is struggling. I just want to get back on a path that God has set out for me but I am not sure if I am doing it right. My faith in myself is so little and I fear that it is going to get worse, which it has because my two oldest of four has turned against me and it pleases them to see how they hurt me. But I try my best to stay strong. In your name Jesus, I need to see the light at the tunnel of my troubles and struggle. I need a good paying job to get me out of this financial struggle. I need to find my path to you Jesus to keep me going in this struggle. AMEN Thank you again my prayer family for your prays and encouraging words.
