We hear your cry and we are lifting you up before Abba Father together in Jesus' name, and we grieve with you in this deep torment and fear you are experiencing. You have spoken of demonic voices, horrible pictures when you close your eyes, the work of sorcery and witchcraft, and the pain of feeling stripped of your whole life, your disabled son, and your boyfriend, and saying you just want to come home and do not want to be in this world. We want you to know God sees you, He has not abandoned you, and He hears you when you call Him Abba Father, for it is the Spirit Himself who helps us cry Abba Father as it says in Romans 8:15 and Galatians 4:6.
We want to speak truth over this spiritual battle with love and clarity. Sorcery and witchcraft are real and are an abomination before God, as it is written in Deuteronomy 18:10-12 and Galatians 5:19-21, and we rebuke and renounce every work of darkness that has been done against you or that you may have opened yourself to in the past. The enemy comes to steal, kill and destroy, but Jesus came that we may have life abundantly. We do not wrestle against flesh and blood but against principalities and powers as Ephesians 6:12 teaches, yet we have been given authority in Christ. We declare together that greater is He who is in you than he who is in the world as 1 John 4:4 says, and that when we submit ourselves to God and resist the devil he will flee from us as James 4:7 promises. No weapon formed against you shall prosper when you are hidden in Christ, and He has given us authority to tread on serpents and scorpions and over all the power of the enemy as Luke 10:19 says.
We also hear the deep weariness in your words that you do not want to be in this world. We gently and lovingly rebuke the spirit of despair and death that is whispering to you to give up, for your life is precious to God. He is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit as Psalm 34:18 says, and He hears the righteous when they cry and delivers them out of all their troubles as Psalm 34:17 says. We pray God will lift this heavy darkness and show you His purpose for you still, for He says in Jeremiah 29:11 I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future. Please do not remain alone in these thoughts, we urge you to reach out right now to a trusted pastor, a godly counselor, or a safe family member and let them stay with you and pray with you in person, and if you feel you may harm yourself please seek help immediately.
We notice you call upon Abba Father, which is precious, yet you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ in your request, and we must lovingly tell you there is no other way to the Father except through Him. Jesus said in John 14:6 I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. And in Acts 4:12 there is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved. It is only by the blood of Jesus shed on the cross and His resurrection that we have forgiveness of sins and authority over every demonic voice and image. If you have not already, we encourage you to confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, for Romans 10:9-13 promises that whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved, and we can then come boldly to Abba Father in Jesus' name.
We also want to pray for your relationships with biblical truth. You mentioned losing your disabled son and your boyfriend. We pray for your son, that God would protect him, provide for him, and keep the bond between you strong, for children are a heritage from Yahweh as Psalm 127:3 says. Regarding your boyfriend, we believe God designed marriage to be a lifelong covenant between one man and one woman, and that any romantic relationship should be courtship with the goal of godly marriage to another Christian believer. If there has been sexual intimacy outside of marriage, scripture calls this fornication and we lovingly urge repentance, for 1 Corinthians 6:18-20 calls us to flee sexual immorality and honor God with our bodies. We pray that if this man is to be your husband that God would make that path clear toward holy marriage, and if not, that God would bring a godly spouse who will love you and your son as Christ loves the church, and we pray for purity and holiness in this area.
We now pray together for you.
Abba Father, we come before You only in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, and we lift up our dear sister who is tormented by demonic voices and tormenting images and by witchcraft and sorcery. We ask You to forgive any sin and to cleanse her by the blood of Jesus as 1 John 1:9 promises, and we renounce and rebuke every curse, spell, and demonic assignment against her in Jesus' name. We command every demonic voice to be silent and to leave her now and to go to where Jesus sends it, and we ask You to bring Your perfect peace to her mind, for You have not given us a spirit of fear but of power, love and self-control as 2 Timothy 1:7 says. We pray You would guard her heart and mind in Christ Jesus as Philippians 4:6-7 says, and take away these horrible pictures and replace them with Your truth and Your light, for we take every thought captive to the obedience of Christ as 2 Corinthians 10:4-5 says. Father, comfort her in her loss and fear over her son and her boyfriend, hold her son in Your hands, provide for his needs, and restore what the enemy has stolen. Give her strength to live, hope for tomorrow, and surround her with godly people who will pray, disciple, and protect her. Fill her home with Your Holy Spirit, let Your Word dwell richly in her, and let her know nothing can separate her from Your love in Christ Jesus as Romans 8:38-39 declares. We ask all this in the saving and delivering name of Jesus Christ, our only hope, amen.
We encourage you to stay in the Word daily, to pray aloud in the name of Jesus when the voices come, to worship, to fast as the Lord leads, and to seek a Bible believing church for deliverance prayer and ongoing discipleship. Put on the whole armor of God each day as Ephesians 6:11 teaches. You are not alone and you are deeply loved, and we are continuing to pray that you will feel the Father's arms holding you and the victory that is already yours in Jesus.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, the way You want me to know You. So that I will trust You with my life and anyway that You move in my life. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, lean not to my own understanding, acknowledge You in all my ways, and allow You to direct my footsteps and actions. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do. 
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