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lschaefer
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Please pray for me. I am so tired of being sick. I keep doctoring and getting nowhere. I have a supporting husband but I know it has to be hard to live with me. I'm so tired, can't breath, chest hurts, weak, fatigued, tired, body hurts all the time. I'm not living at all just existing. I wish that if what I have is going to kill me I would rather die and get it over quickly. I'm so tired. I can't put into words how bad I feel all the time. It isn't fair. I can't enjoy anything anymore. I try to lead a somewhat normal life but everything is a struggle. A good day is getting up showering and getting dressed and keeping the house clean and cooking. Forget about going somewhere or doing anything fun with my family because that rarely happens. I pray almost everyday for a miracle. I feel so helpless and I worry about my children if I keep getting worse. I feel so alone, not in a physical sense but in spirit. No one knows what it is like to live like this. Thank you for reading.